sugar spice and everything nice

It's Been So Long.

2008-06-21T10:26:00.000-07:00

2008 is the present year. I haven't touched this page for more than a couple of years and I still don't have the right to shut it down. Why? Coz' I think its fairly adorable. The last entry was two years ago. And I was fairly caught up in my life back then. Woopee. Big shocker there. I was plainly addicted to the non-substantial stuff. And I can see where I am right now, how much I'd grown and how much more I'd probably ripe up in the next couple of years, or if I'm really lucky, the next few months. No need to rush things right? :)

2006-07-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday soulsister Jaira

It's my soul sister Jaira's birthday today! yihee! sweet sixteen! OMG, we are getting old! haha.. lol, we went to the mall yesterday with her, and it was pure girl time from then on, OMG, how time goes by only so fast.. we've known each other since we were still in diapers and now, sweet sixteens?.. I mean, we're not that old.. are we?? but I'm as ecstatic as ever!.. hihi, I wish her all the best in life, including.. *ahemBOYSSahem* hahaha.. lmao.

speaking of guys. 3 months. I've known him for three months now, the other two months I can't even make him speak to me 2 sentences in one row, but now, omg. he's courting me.. haha.. can't believe it either huh?.. I don't know, ever since I started my badminton classes last summer, he's been on my mind ever since, and I never really thought he could feel the same way about me?.. I mean hello?.. I'm not even that pretty to begin with right?.. haha.. kidding aside, I look like a goddess, mind you.. haha.. joking! *lol*.. anyway, everything went by so fast.. and I don't know. I'm just giddy all over when it comes to him.. Still think he has a chance?.. haha.. get a clue.. ;)

but I was never really used to this kind of attention, I wasn't exactly the sexy girl type in school before, I was like HUUGEE before senior year, and I just decided to lose a few bajillion pounds this summer, so why get the attention now?.. It just feels so weird. but fun. lmao.. hihi. just wanted to do a random entry since I decided to write on my blog when I want to, not when everyone want's to hear about me..hehe.. so there, see you.. ;)

2006-05-06T03:51:00.000-07:00

Update mode!<3

Gosh, I am sooo low on updates lately.. pero I plan to reconcile a lil bit anyway, that's why Im having this entry now.. here are my latest updates

It's my blog's birthday!! *woot woot* It has been a year since I last blogged and so many changes have come with me within the past year, I can say that I have been better in some ways.. ^_^ and Im proud to say that I've overcome some stages in my life that I am very well proud of! so kudos to me! *yey!

TEENTALKISTA's- globe's new best-est friend on the cellphone line! haha. ate Janie and some of the teentalkers online that happened to be globe users, formed a super fab clan that makes us all connected as one big happy sisterhood family!. I can say that this is one of the greatest idea's yet! we get to bond with each other and send group messages too! how cool is that? and we can really bond bond bond thanks to globe's unlimitext service! *woohooo!!* isn't that fab? anyway, If you are an existing teentalker, globe user, and has a skill of texting non stop, then join the TEENTALKISTA's CLAN! please e-mail me of you are interested okay? email me at: pattythepretty@yahoo.com if you are interested.. biggy thanks!

Move one way! seniors are on their way! gawd, I can't believe it! after three years of high school, here comes the year that I most definetley dreaded for.. SENIOR YEAR actually, it's not the senior thing that bothers me, its the thought of moving on to college after this, ain't it hard?? there are so many memories that have gone by, and ayun.. it's just hard to accept the fact na after this year, we'd be moving on with our own seperate lives.. gosh.. hirap, although, me and my barkada promised that we would still connect after that "we can't really tell what the future holds" and it bothers me that the promises that we made will fade into oblivion.. *sigh.. I'm kinda overreacting na, but still.. a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do di ba? pero from other teentalkers experiences college life isn't soo bad.. marami din magbabago, and "the only thing permanent in this world is change" so I can't do anything about it actually.. *oh well..

BADMINTON TRAINING extended! woohoo! I am sooo happy that our coaches decided to extend the training, permanently.. woohoo!! I think, coach Shernan plans to make a group to train at EXCEL even after summer, which means we go there every weekends! how so cool is that? I get to train pa even after summer and I'm soo happy! and it means I won't have to suffer the separation from my new found friends so that's why ang saya.. I hope this continues and I'll be a good girl.. hehe :)

*well those are my updates for now, ^_^ yey! hehe.. I'll try to update asap after.. ^_^ ciao! :3

2006-04-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

I sooo L<3VE badminton!

I just love attending to my badminton classes every MWF, ever since that all of my classmates and I became friends. ^_^ We enjoy each other's company a lot! sobrang tawanan kaming lahat as in! haha.. anyway, syempre enjoy din coz' ung mga trainers namin, mababait naman kahit papapano.. *ahemm, anyway, masaya lalo na yung mga classmates kong mga nakakatawa.. haha.. anyway, the ponit of this entry is pointless so there, gagawin ko na syang pointless as possible.. LOL..

I am soo happy with the friends that I have now, and I soo thank God that I took these lessons, not only my skills in badminton got better, I have new friends again! and I'm happy!.. soo that's why I don't want this to end, although summer is almost up, I just wish there was some possible way to extend the training, para naman di na ako ma-bore sa house and continue having F-U-N! haha.. oh well, masaya lang ako today, just because.. nah! haha.. take care!!

2006-04-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

Experience of bein stalked!

Ever experience being stalked? for a brief moment, I did.. haha. XD (not funny) well, while me and my cousin were browsing through the department store a while ago, there were a couple of guys following us, I really didn't notice it at first but my cousin called out my attention. We didn't mind them a t first thinking it was just pure coincidence, so I decided to keep cool, until my cousin panicked on me, she grabbed my hand and walked faster, until we hid onto one of the watsons/drug store sections of the store. anyway, after that.. we went straight to the supermarket and then sumama na kami sa tita ko. :) thank God!
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other than that, my day is really pretty boring. I really haven't got the chance to update everyday coz' im too busy wiht my lessons and errr, sleeping?.. haha.. ^.^ anyway, but I'll still try to update as soon as I can.. :3

2006-04-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

Holy week!

woohooO!! Im back! haha lol!, so much for "lagi na akong mag-uppdate!" haha, anyway.. wala na rin naman bumibisita dito.. tsk tsk, I need to get this blog fixed up again! hahaha weeeee!! oh well, tsk tsk.. anyway, musta naman holy week nyo? mine was pretty boring, I should have gone to batangas two days ago, pero ayaw ko naman dahil wala ako kasama from the people here.. tsk tsk.. edi sana I'm there right now, basking in the eternal glory of the sun! *sigh! @_@ anyway, we were doing the bisita iglesia yesterday, and I was really hoping to bump into one or two of my classmates, sadly isa lang. Si Alfred ang guy na nagging groom ko nung kinasal kami nung after prom for our christian formation class.. haha, di nya ata ako nakilala, I wonder why?.. hmmmm, siguro too much of the cakes kasi.. hahahaha.. lol! I'm really getting fat these days.. two weeks pa lang of summer vacation and I can't believe that my tummy is wobbling all over! hahahaha.. errr, I hope not.. anyway, super walang magawa dto sa bahay, gustohin ko man kumain ng halo-halo, walang possible na tindahan na open ngayon to satisfy my yummy craving.. tsk tskk.. hahahah, oh well.. ^_^ I'll try to update once everyday para naman may memories na ako! hahah..*:3

2006-04-05T01:33:00.000-07:00

New Layout!!<3

Naku!! thank you sooo MUUUCHH!! ATE AYEKA!!!! for giving me this wonderful and fab layout!!! haha.. anyway, it's been a month since I last blogged, and sobrang dami na ang nangyari sakin this past days.. super!! as in! hahah..anyway, ano yung mga plasn nyo this summer?.. I'll be on ull update mode na nyan.. what can I say?.. I'm INSPIRED! haha

2006-02-15T12:31:00.000-08:00

even singles can be happy..

The classroom because all of the couples tehre were celebrating valentines like it was the first, some of the guys gave some of the girls boquets of flowers and tons of chocolate, especially Korina.. haha, uiii! Ivan! I think he gave her 2 boxes of fererro chocolates a large boquet of roses and a necklace.. *awwwww!* he was soo sweet! infront of the whole class pa naman, and everyone was like soo kilig!.. *lol!, anyway.. so there, when it was about 8:00 na, we were supposed to go to Assumption and then Baps surprised us with pink roses, one for each of our barkada.. na-touch kami kasi at least someone gave us roses.. haha, *the tortures of being single!* and then we went down na, we used Nikki's pick up with Kuya Eliong as our driver, when we reached Assumption, there were lots of people because we were supposed to watch Les Miserables, it was supposed to be a musical play thingy, anyway, there were many schools there.. and I tried to find the one that I met nung foundation day ng Assumption, what was his name again?.. Naku, I didn't ask kasi before.. tsk tsk.. haha, anyway, when we were there.. it was soo hot! even though I haven't been in ultra, I felt we were there.. it was soo hot and their gym wasn't even ventilated enough to hold I think about 500 people.. *sigh! anyway, at least there were lotsa cute guys.. <3 *gushes.. haha naku, it was soo hot, 20 minutes after the play started it was like we were barbecued sa sobrang init, and to top it all off, I didn't eat breakfast, so nagkanda-hilo hilo ako.. haha, after a while, nagyaya si na Jaira, Reej and Khae pati Katrina to go outside kasi if we stayed there a few minutes more, naku, we'd be fainting right on the spot dun sa mga upuan..lol!@_@ we went outside and ate in one if the food stores there, eh sakto pa naman.. they were serving chicken barbecue.. *yuminesss!* haha, so we ate our food then went back, when we got back, it was the second part of the play, and then we waited for it to finish.. haha while waiting for the play to finish, we chatted with each other.. haha Khat, hot hot dog pala ha?.. and Khae?.. squid ika balls pala ha?.. haha lol! XD it was soo funny, kaso na buking ka agad nung sinend mo na yung pix.. haha, after the play we went to our school, but before that, we stopped by at jollibee, tapos bumili sina Nikki because they didn't get to eat pa.. *sigh, haha, so after that.. we went back to school about 1pm, and then it was like we felt so free dahil sobrang lamig naman, and it was like that whole day, anyway, we had our valentines party, there was this dating game and I was the searchee, ^_^ lol, anyway, they let me out of the room, tapos when I got back blindfolded.. haha, naku, and then I got to pick bondics pa, our classmate, pero it was fun, especially, when Mark, my former crush, kissed my hand! *squeals!!! haha, naku.. tsk tsk.. anyway, that's why I had fun, and then after that, me and my dad went on a date at robinsons and ended up watching underworld evolution, the movie was soo good, it was superb.. ^_^ anyway, I'll update na later coz' I soo missed blogging na.. take care!

2006-02-06T03:01:00.000-08:00

monday?..

There was nothing much to do at school today, *sigh, and we didn't have that many lessons either, we just passed our oh-so harsh assignments, and then we chatted all the way, whe I think it was about two pm, Me, Nikki and Katrina were assigned to go to San Agustin *a village here in Pampanga to teach some little children something about the eyes , ears, and some sorta like a feeding/teaching program thingy.. we weren't alone though, Nikki's mom, and the president of our school, Dr. Javier was also there with us.. she was the one who was really teaching and we were mainly "assisting" haha, there was one kid there, that had a crush on Katrina, I think his name was Eddie sumthin, he kept on stealing glances at her and when I asked if he had a crush on Katrina, he made that cute little gesture saying yes, then tumalikod siya.. *awwwwww!* na-in love ba naman?.. *evil grin* Uyyyy! Katrina!.. haha!XD after that, we fed them some pancit, courtesy of the school, then went back na sa school, we stayed in Dr. Javiers office for a while and waited for the dismissal time, then Reej and the others went to the office and we let them eat the pancit that we brought back, kasi two trays yun, eh almost isa lang yung nagamit.. and then after nung umuwi si reej, no one was there to pick me up, so sabi ni Nikki hatid nalang daw niya kami.. so before Nikki's driver was gonna fetch us up, we decided na manguha kami ng mangga, Kevin, Louie, Arman and Alfred was there too, although si Alfred lang yung tumulong sa pagkuha, dami nga namin nakuha eh.. haha, after that nung dumating na yung driver, we decided to let the boyus come with us, makisabay hanggang dun sa kanto since we couldn't let them walk that far and there was still some space left.. so, si Alfred sumabay hanggang kanto then Kevin and Louie hanggang dun sa may bank.. anyway after that we went to the POWER HOUSE, Khae's place to drop her off, Birthday pala ng dad nya today *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITO after that, they dropped me off na, and then here, good thing I finished my Filipino assign. kahapon so I have nothing to do tonight except be a net addict once more.. ^_^ see yah!

2006-02-03T21:39:00.000-08:00

fun, fun, fun <3

Yesterday was fun fun fun! yippee!! anyway, Khae and Shiela went to our house at about 8 am it was sooo early, and I was still in bed. *tsk tsk.. anyway, after that, we surfed the internet for a couple of hours and then went upstairs to my room, we watched Just Like Heaven and waited for Jaira and Reejane to come.. Katrina and Baps didn't come because di daw sila pinayagan.. soo sad.. :c.. when we finished the movie, we went downstairs to eat luch, pinaupong chicken. haha, one of my favorites, because mejo maasinm siya and soo yummy too.. *drools* after that, we went back to my room, and then kung ano anong ka chuvaness ang ginawa, lol..XD pictures galore, dress up, and tawanan madness!.. ^_^ and then it was like that, until three.. siguro before we went otuside.. my phone got corrupted! *sobness! andun pa naman ung pictures nung ieldtrip, videos nung christmas party, pixxies na di ko pa napapatrnsfer sa CD, *soobbbbb!! :c pero okay na, at least napatransfer ko naman ung iba sa CD, and I could always get some from Katrina, dun sa fieldtrip pictures, but still.. *sigh* anyway, we went to Jam-U for about an hour, and the surfed or a little bit, then went home na to have a singles party! *ahemm!!* I made some mango shake for all of us, then we ate some chips, and then we acted out, na pulutan ever! haha, It was sooo funny!..

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Anyone here knows the book written by Anne Rice?.. the Blood Canticle?.. this story is sooo good, I think kasama din to sa Vampir Chronicles, I was enthrailed by this book from page one and now I can;t stop reading it. makes me wanna become a vampire someday.. *ahemm, Patty, mangarap ka pa..* XD! the way Anne Rice describes her characters as vampires, makes you want to become one too.. but I guess, I don't want to be immortal-- sooo soorry, babbling na.. haha,

sooo, I'm spending my whole day,re-adjusting Katrina's avvie, doing the assignments that our teachers left us, because they had to go on another retreat in Baguio.. sooo we're kinda Jampacked! *sigh, better get strated! ciao!

2006-02-02T02:58:00.000-08:00

love, love, love <3

If I had been given the chance to picture myself for the next ten years I would imagine myslef as either of this..

i. Me driving a porsche cayenne or any sports car available in the near future around the heavy traffic of Makati, and just before going to work, I would stop by at starbucks for a cold drink of my all time fave, Caramel Cream Frap or Peppermint Mocha.. *drools* of course, having a building of my own in the center of Makati would be cool too.. and picture this, me having a date with one of the most famous architects in Makati.. *ahemm hint hint* *day dreammss* zzzzzz..

anyway, that dream is for business purposes only.. that's not the real point of this entry.. or # 2

ii. Me opening up a fancy restaurant at Malate, Metro walk, or in some place in Manila, and then meeting the man of my dreams, when he takes his friends, parents or *gasp soon to be ex-girl friend *evil grin* out for dinner in my resto.. and then when I serve the food to them, *because one of my chef's is absent, *demmet! XD! , when I serve to them the food, we see each other eye to eye and then we suddenly realize that we know each other, from somewhere.. we don't know why or how, but somehow we just connected.. and then *click!.. *plays the song all my life..

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anyway, those are just my dreams in life, but if ever given the real chance, I would want that guy, to be a classmate in highschool or even just a batchmate. ewan ko lang, because.. that gives me something to look forward in the future.. you and your hubby, cuddling together in the beach,.. then talking about your higschool memories together.. at least naiisip ko naman, if highschool batchmate/friend yung nakatuluyan mo, there's something to share with your anak's and everything.. yung mga tampuhan over highschool crushes.. yun mga ka-ek ekan na yun.. haha.. lol! XD!

anyway, I have this on going theory about life..

for some reason, you are living only only to find that special someone or your *soulmate*..as many people refer to it.. anyway, if you believe in reincarnation, then you'll know what I'm talking about.. this is a what-if theory soo.. please bear with me.. what-if there's no dark side to the world, in short what if walang Hell?.. that means all of us are either going to be souls wandering the earth or be with God in heaven, and my theory comes in here, di ba nga.. when you die that means you soul wanders muna, and what if in this life, di mo nahanap yung soulmate mo talaga?.. I mean sure you have a husband and kids and maybe grandchildren pa nga, pero what if di mo soulmate yung nakatuluyan mo?.. and what if nung namatay ka, at the same time nagkita kayo ng guy destined for you talaga, but sadly di kayo nagkita sa life mo ngaun?.. then when you meet in the soul world, all of the times in hudreds of years na nag-meet kayo, natandaan mo?.. I meen for example on the year 1654, dun kayo nag-meet.. and then had the best time of your life.. *imgaine the notebook version of you and your soulmate* and then, when you remember this, all the sensation all the feelings coming from the both of you came back.. *sigh* I can't express this better in words, but I love this theory*.. and then what if all of life was a game for you and your soulmate to find each other, if you find yourself meeting in the next life or not, you are sure you're gonna be meeting thins person who loves you,. for you, no matter how old, young, pretty, thin, fat.. you are.. you'll be seeing each other, and that's for a fact.. and then, when you meet in the sould world, sasabihin nung soulmate mo.. "Sorry di kita nahanap, care for another round?, this time, I promise I'll find you no matter where you are.."

2006-01-31T19:05:00.000-08:00

Field trip! <3

We had our fieldtrip yesterday, I was sooo tired that, I didn't get the chance to update kahapon.. *sigh* anyway, Jaira slept over our house the other day, para sabay na kami pumunta sa fieldtrip.. we both woke up about 3 am, and then, naligo, pa-beauty ever.. haha..x_X about 4:30, Katrina picked up up, together with Khae, our other kabarkada, and then when we reached the school, we went to bus #4.. magkatabi kami ni Khae, and Katrina and Louie, Reej, Shie and Jai.. and so-on.. ^_^, we waited for the others to come, and then we all left about 6 am na, we went straight to Kawit Cavite, to the Emilio Aguinaldo Shrine.. anyway, nahuhuli ung bus namin because of the traffic, ewan ba dun sa driver ng bus kung bakit kung saan saan nya kami dinaan, hehe. anyway, after that, edi picture picture galore, I'll try to post some in my multiply and get some from Katrina, na-dala nya kasi ung digi cam nya, ung sakin di ko nakuha.. arghhness!.. anyway, after dun, we went straight to tagaytay.. went and visit to some of the places there, and then bus nanaman, It was kinda boring actually, because halos the whole day we were on the bus, instead of looking outside, e ung mga iba pa naman kasama namin sa bus masyado OA.. sooo bad.. tsk tsk, nakakasira ng araw.. the fact is, there's no unity in our classroom, puro mga kaplastikan ung mga iba.. and that's for a fact.. T_T although, I can assure you I'm not one of them and my friends aren't one of them too.. kapag ayaw namin ang isang person, we're straight forward about it.. who needs plastics in this world anyway? hehe, change topic na.. cguro mga 3pm we were at the gardenia plant.. they showed a documentary film on how the bread was being made and was *untouched by human hands daw* anyway, about half an hour ung film and the first five minutes.. nakatulog ako.. tsk tsk.. @_@ I can't help it.. I was sooo sleepy eh.. x_X haha.. after that, we went to market market.. to refresh our senses.. @_@ soo there, shpopping ever, and I saw my cousin there pa.. ^^ haha, I want to say thank you to Louie R. for giving me a stuffed pig kahapon, sooo cute! haha you're the best talaga! haha.. ^_^ we we're there until 7 pm, and then went home, told you our field trip was pretty boring!.. nasayang ung 800 namin, kahit kami na lang sana ung pumunta dun.. haha.. anyway, we came back here about 10 na, it was soo traffic I guess.. nakatulog na ako e, good thing chicka-Lou, lent me his I-pod during the whole trip, so I didn't hear the irritating noises on the back..^_^ sigh.. sama ko no? tsk tsk.. but it's soo true, kaw ba naman, lahat na ng tao natutulog sa bus and you and your group, kept singing "My Humps" In a loud pitched tone??.. haaayy naku! sarap upaka.. hehehe..

btw, I wanna say thank you to Ate Ruth for liking my gift..! I really appreciate it! thanks ate! take care always! <3 yeah. and cge, awayin natin ung bakla! haha..

2006-01-28T19:00:00.000-08:00

A day in nothingness

gosh, wala nanaman magawa today, pero at least may break sa school.. hehe, I spent the day at the mall kahapon *ahemm I mean night pala* I had my hair done at Ricky reyes and oh my gawd!! mukha akong tibo sa hair cut ko.. sob sob sob.. :c it's sooo sad, muntik ko pa nga awayin yung bakla na gumupit sakin,I mean, I don't even look an inch like a tibo before tapos, ginanun nya ako??. sob sob sob.. that's why I'll tie my hair from now on until bumalik sya, and gasp! pano na sa PROM.. sigh.. bahala na si batman.., anyway, enough of that.. after nun, I went to picture city and got my pictures burned from my phone, I think it was about 500 images or so, kaso, my phone hangs up kapag naka-mark all ung images so, I had to pick them out one by one.. tsk tsk.. so umabot ako ng mga 9:30 sa picture city, and the peole there had to go so I just finished sending the pictures na lang, and I'll get them later.. and two more sleeps to go until our FIELD TRIP!! woohoo!! I'm excited na.. ^_^

2006-01-27T20:57:00.000-08:00

Love should be constant

I just talked to my best friend Kevin, he says that he and his girlfriend got into a problem.. it's from his point of view, but as his best friend, I'm really concerned about their relationship.. friend ko rin kasi ung girl.. haiiii... tsk tsk.. I know he loves this girl, but hay! ewan!! @_@ he said to me na nagbago daw ung girlfriend nya.. ung tipong di na daw nya feel ung contsnt love ng girl for him.. ung mga dating "I love you" nawala na, and kinakahiya daw sya nung girl.. I said to him na baka misunerstanding lang lahat un, and he should talk to her to clear the issues between them.. although.. nakikita ko rin na ganun sila sa school, a little communication wouldn't hurt di ba? kesa naman magbreak sila without fixing the issues between them.. but I've reallt never encountered relationships falling out of love before, I mean, di ako si Kevin, but I feel his hurt.. :c I mean I'm his best friend kaya, I want to comfort him and everything.. but no matter what I do, I think anything that I don for him won;t be enough.. and It really sucks to see your best friend hurt.. :c

Soo an ordinary day

2006-01-25T04:11:00.000-08:00

*sigh* and ordinary day with nothing to do.. but at least it rained! woohoo!! haha.. XD am I the only person here who loves RAIN? no, not the korean popstar but the weather.. lol.. anyway, I spent a few hours on teentalk.. *gawd I missed this site!* haha before any of those, there was really nothing to do at school, we just practiced for our upcoming dance this friday dun sa teachers day.. *yes, this is the time for every student to be in their best behaviour and be nice and give their teachers something so they could pass the fourth grading..*say what?* harhar..* it's a little bit true.. if you're talking about our school that is.. anyway, we got the whole day off, I borrowed kev and Louie's I-pod nano.. haha, I won't return it to them the next time I get my hands on it.. rawr!! haha joke!/...^_^ please wish us luck on friday! we haven't finished the dance yet, but we do have our costumes up..haha, I'll save some pictures for my multiply.. till then, I wanna eat.. ^_^

survey..

2006-01-23T05:12:00.000-08:00

A survey from meangurl.net

FIRSTS
First best friend: Jaira, my best friend from next door! <3l
First car: don't have one yet...
First date: strict ang parents ko eh..
First real kiss: don't have one yet..
First break-up: NBSB..lol.. XD!
First screen name: lyka..wahaha
First self purchased album: Britney spears, not yet a girl not yet a woman..XD
First funeral: my gradfather's brother.. T_T
First pets: puffy hamsters... *awwww!*
First piercing/tattoo: ear piercings for my earrings!! lol!
First credit card: visa mastercard..
First true love: God! ^_^
First enemy: her..~_~

LASTS.
Last cigarette: don't smoke..sorry!
Last car ride: a few hours ago..
Last kiss: last night.. with my mom!.. <3
Last good cry: two weeks before.. a total power cry!.. T_T
Last library book checked out: I don't borrow from the library.. XD
Last movie seen: SAW II
Last beverage drank: C2 apple flvaor..
Last food consumed: longganisang lucban!..lol!
Last crush: Jd Hizon, a sophie...
Last phone call: Louie..
Last time showered: today, before school..
Last shoes worn: school shoes..
Last cd played: none so far..lol
Last item bought: buko pie from tagaytay yesterday!!..<3
Last annoyance: Louie.. and his kalandian..hmpph!!.. grrrrr!
Last disappointment: forgotten..@_@
Last time wanting to die: I forgot.. is it true that the end of the world is coming??.. ooh no!!
Last shirt worn: p.e. t-shirt..
Last website visited: http://www.candymag.com/teentalk
Last word you said: "ha??"
Last song you sang: much has been said by bamboo..
What Color of underwear are you wearing?: white.. lol!
What's under your bed?: germs and fluffy cottons..

.CURRENT.
Current mood: agitated.. @_@
Current music: where are you. by natalie..
Current taste: sweet
Current hair: semi-long..
Current longing: an I-pOd!!
Current desktop picture: the one i edited in photoshop..
Current favorite artist: none..
Current book(s): Memoirs of a geisha..
Current color of toenails: normal..
Current time-wasting wish: updating my blog!
My name is: Patty
I may seem: cute?? lol! XD
But I('m) really: funny!
Sometimes I feel: sooo fat! T_T
In the morning I: rush to my pc and surf the net
I like to sleep: .. period!!
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: bunjee jumping!!!
Money is: everything that i try to waste!
One thing I wish I had is: an i-pod 30 gigs..
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: anything that may cause illness to people..
All I need is: space..
If I had one wish it would be: to be with all of my family and friends forever, death is not an option..
Love is: a painfull but sweet memory..

HAVE YOU EVER....
1. Kissed your cousin: of course yes, who didn't?
2. Ran away: nope, never thought of it..
3. Pictured your crush naked: uhmmm, i don't think soo.. @_@
4. Skipped school: for a purpose,
5. Broken someone's heart: errr, I don't think soo..
6. Been in love: yeah. sooo sad nga lang ung outcome..
7. Cried when someone died: yeah, when my grandfather died, I was all tears..
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeah, so much that it was hard to let go..
9. Broken a bone: nope,
10. Done something embarrassing: I'm super clumsy.. period!
11. Lied: someone who never lied is an abnormal.
12. Cried in school: yeah..all the people were all comforting.. I was touched that time...

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi..
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: guys
16. Flowers or Candy: candies
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaved
18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes..
19. !@#$ or Slutty: none, thank you.. @_@
20. Tall or Short: medium
21. Pants or Shorts: depends
22. Night or Day: night..

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: skin color..
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: Ricardo..lol! X_X
25. Worst Question To Ask: have you been gaining weight??..

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yeah..
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: nope, sorry..
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day? no
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: absolutely not!
63. Been Rejected: no
64. Hated them after it: no
65. Done Something You Regret? yes, especially when i'm out of control just by surfing the net.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
67. You Touched?: myself
68. You Talked To?: Louie
69. You Hugged?: my teddy bear?.. err, that doesn't count aas a person does it??
70. You Instant Messaged?: Alfred
71. You Kissed? mom
72. You Yelled At?: none..
73. You Thought About? Louie.. sigh.. harhar..
74. Who Text Messaged You?: Korina..
75. Who Broke Your Heart?: ikaw
76. Who Told You They Loved You?: God

Tagaytay moments

2006-01-22T06:04:00.000-08:00

Kanina, we went to tagaytay.. it was such an unprepared trip, because.. me and my mom were just planning to go to southwoods lang, we passed by the country club to inquire about the membership.. 350 thousand daw.. @_@ anyway, after nun, we noticed we still had a LOT of time, so we decided to head to tagaytay since it was near naman. then when we got to tagaytay, we went to a lot of real estates to inquire about some lots, dapat overlooking the taal if okay lang.. then we stopped by Taal Vista Hotel, tapos all the people there were watching the fight of Manny "PacMan" Pacquiao! btw, YEY!! WE WON!! woohoo!!! haha, and everyone there was cheering on the wide screen tv that the resto put up.. anyway, after nun.. we went around tagytay highlands, chuva.. hehe., and then we went to the sideroad stalls, and bought pinas, papayas and MAZAPAN"s buko pie.. hahaha anyway, after that.. we went to the mushroom burger, and then aate our merienda.. after nun, we wen't home na.. btwm I sooo got stomachache's because of the boiled nuts that we bought on the road.. I think I ate about half the kilo there.. x_X I really didn't notice kasi we were in the car almost the whole day so I started pigging out on the mani.. kaya aun.. tsk tsk.. soo bad! @_@ anyway, we went home at around 5:30 or so.. and then un, I bought lots of buko pie for tomorrow at school, kaya aiun, I just hope that it'll be a good day tomorrow..hahaha.. ^_^

Assumption's foundation day

2006-01-14T22:02:00.000-08:00

I never thought that yesterday would be one of my unforgettable days yet. Because I was surfing the internet until about 2:30 p.m. until manang said that ung mga kabarkada ko was in our house, so when I went to check, I saw Katrina and Shiela in our gate, they were totally dressed up, and they asked me if we could go to assumption together with Jaira, so I wen't and took a bath and turned off the computer. I settled for my jumper skirt.. *reinventing jumpers ba naman?* x_X as they were watching tv in my room. anyway, after that, I called Jaira up and told her that she should come here then we could go together. then Jaira said she was too shy, so kami nalang. nung nandun na kami sa bahay nina Jai, there were a lot of people there, some our age, so when we went to go inside, Shie me and Khat, felt all of their eyes on us. ung tipong ikaw ung isda sa aquarium??..@_@ when we got upstairs, Jaira was already dressing and while we waited for her, we did some retouches on our own.. anyway, after that we walked until we reached assumption, since it was only a few blocks away.When we got near the oval, we saw Khia, our former classmate and kabarkada together with her lil' sis. They said iniwan daw nila ung mga kasama nila because they turned out to be pretty boring.. so we invited her to come with us, e since mejo maiinit pa nung time na un, I think it was like about 4:30 or so.. we decided to hit the internet caf. near assumption, before we got out of the school, nakita namin si Martin Concepcion and Dexter Jimenez, our schoolmates.. uber-fun moment un..hehe. bad luck nga lang, coz' when we went to the caf. it took a long while before the computers were up and running, o un.. nag-blog hop chuva kami, ym.. and etc. after that. we finished like around 5:30 and then wen't back to UA, when we got there we decided to go on some of the rides, mejo baduy sila, but that's why we went to ride those in the first place..x_X, before we could go into the *mini* roller coaster, we realized that we were uneven, kasi Ako lang, si Jai, Si Katrina, si Shie and si Khia. here lil' sis went off with some of their cousins. anyway, while serchin for a victim *ahemm* I mean a representative to go with Khia on the ride, we saw our other former classmate.. Si Jefferson, he was like our ex-kabarkada during first year. anyway, he was with his assumpsionist girlfriend. he asked for our numbers para naman chicka daw kame some time, anyway, nung after nun,.. I saw kuya Kiks, our nextdoor neighbor together with his friend, and the idea struck me, so we asked him to go with Khia on the ride, and we were soo happy that he agreed! ^-^ *evil grin* anyway, after nung ride, we decided to go "ghost hunting" *supernatural guru's din kami* may laban ka Nathaniel? I mean Nathan???.. anyway, kasi one of Kish's cousin was studiying there.. then, after nun.. he tried to take us to the third floor of the building but it was too dark and too creepy, so I really didn't wan't to go, until he found another alternative, we wen't with him dun sa parang dark na park malapit sa may nursing classrooms, it was sooo dark din and we were all scared..hehehe, but I really didn't show it. ^-^ *aynako Patty, admit it na nga!!* after we went trhough that long walk, may building na may malapit sa oval ng UA, then there were a lot of students going up in the building there using their cellphones as lights.. anyway, we waited for them to come back down and asked them as if kilalal namin sila kung meron sila nakita.. sabi nila wala naman daw.. *awww! tsk tsk!* we dared ourselves to go on the science labs e kaso ayaw ni Shiela, but then a couple of guys were walking from the place that we wanted to go, and we asked if may nakita sila, sabi nila wala daw,. pero dati meron because of the choir tragedy at school, there were stories of the choir members that drowned during their trip coming back to the school and singin in chorus when there are a few people around, at least that's what they say.. anyway, when we checked the nursing lab together with the guys that we met, we asked kung anong year na sila.. sabi nila second year na daw.. e nag-kukuya pa naman kami sakanila, un pala kami ung mga ate.. sabi nga ni Khat..^_^ anyway, when they turned the light on we started to go inside.. nung pag-harap ko, there was this guy from the group na tinanungan namin, that looked soo shocked to see me.. tapos sinabi nya.. "Di ba ikaw ung anak ni... and mentioned my dad's name" I was reaally shocked to think that anyone might have remembered me.. but anyway, he said that he went to our school before, and then chuva chuva.. pero I was really shocked that he even remembered me because I really don't remember him.. @_@ anyway, he was cute.. I felt like there was a background song during that moment.. "TRUE" ung naalala ko.. *Hayyy Patty, and dilim dilim na nga nahihibang ka pa!!* but anyway, kapag-naka trip nga naman, then after that, we left them and then went to the way that the came before. sumama na nun ung lil sis ni Khia with their cousins.. and then I really felt my feet turned cold during the dark part of the hall, it was soooo creepy, meron pa nga ako hallucination e.. I think I saw a man behind the bush when we looked to see the chapel part of the school, pero di ko na lang pinansin.. x_X anyway, we finished walking through the hall without seeing anything, that's when we decided to call it a night. umalis na si Khia from our group and kaming apat na lang ni Khat Shie Jai and moi, me and Jai went home together while Shiela and Katrina went home together as well..hehehe.. when we got home, me and Jaira talked for like about 3 hours or so togheter, about the past, and what if-s and stuff like that.. it was totally enjoyable.. and that's why kahapon is one of my most unforgettable days..<3

Friday the thirteenth

2006-01-13T22:19:00.000-08:00

a lot of people say that friday the thirteenth is supposed to be malas or sumthin.. but I think that, that day was the funniest.

Well, first of all, our classmate Nathaniel the "supernatural guru" in our classroom went ghost hunting in our school library, but anyway, he didn't get to see anything on the school library because it was full of people and we were laughing out hysterically.. and in-short.. nkipag-lokohan na rin kame.. sinusundan namin sya sa mga bookshelves then sasabihin namin.. Ui, Tan! hanpin mo kami, then sya naman mang-hahanap, it was sooo. funny!! hehe.. hte loko part wasn't really something bad.. ung tipong lahat talaga trip lang.. hehe.. anyway, after that may make-over din xa.. courtesy of Amiel and Bondix pati si Dingdong..

anyway, the rest of the day was prettty much okay kahapon.. then, right now I'm sitting here chatting with Weh.. hehe.. kaya un, maybe i'll update some more later..

2006-01-11T06:50:00.000-08:00

Today was really an ordinary day, I woke up about 6:30 am in the morning, then went straight to take a bath and then went to school, although I forgot to bring the book that Shiela wanted to borrow The Gossip Girl series, anyway, school was really uber boring, because since the exams are near, we get to spend time off. Btw, I slept at math time kanina, because I had a headache and the lesson was pretty easy, I got 10 minutes of slumber time..(tsk tsk) /gg.. x_X anyway, after I woke up, there wasn’t really anything that I missed, anyway, after that, we had lunch, played a little game of jack stone.. you know the ones that grade schooler kids play, with the balls and the stars.. with all the exhibition thingy’s.. yeah, those.. there.. btw, Albert and me got exempted in our A.P. test because of a certain activity that we did, although, I feel a little bit weird not taking the test thought, so there, the day ended up with us talking to Nikki about our problems.. but then past is past and problems are fixed anyway. After that, Me,Khae,Shiela and Albert went to the market, to find some shell thingy’s for our T.L.E. project, which I really didn’t know about until dismissal time..hehe @_@

There's no right one when the real one comes along

2006-01-10T05:25:00.001-08:00

There’s no right one when the real one comes along.. so cliché but so true right? Some people have experienced this. But I have one question. How would you differentiate the right one between the real one?

They say the right one means the one you know that you could be on the safe side with, the one that you know that loves you, the one you know you can be assured of your future with.. in short, the one you know you can be with “FOREVER” and not worry about anything. those are the definitions of the right one for some,

However..

When the real one comes along, he/she teaches you to be you, he/she isn’t afraid to hurt your feelings if they know it’s for you. They teach you a new kind of perspective in life and aren’t afraid to take chances with destiny. They make you smile in front of your deepest problems, they make you feel light and fluffy inside.

But if given the chance, who would you rather choose? The right one or the real one? All of which has its positive and negative sides, when you choose one of them, that means letting go of the other. Would you rather be on the safe side, knowing that someone’s always on your back and isn’t letting go and choose the right one, or would you take your chance with destiny together with the real one?

I missed blogging!!

2006-01-10T05:25:00.000-08:00

Whew! It’s been sooo long since I last blogged, so many problems have been occurring lately and I really want to gush it all out. But first things first, I wanna say so sorry to the ones that tageed in my blog, and I didn’t get the chance to reply, but now.. Im free!! Mwahahaha!. ^-^ anyway, I also want to greet everybody a belated Merry Christmas and a Happy new year! ^-~, sigh.. anyway, my Christmas was faily different from the other Christmases that I’ve had during the past few years. Anyway, my relatives from the states came home after three years of not seeing each other, my cousins were already sooo big and soo cute! I really can’t help but make gigil to them everytime they come out of the room.. hahaha.. x_X.. anyway, I had a lot of fun with them even though with the large age gap.. ^-^ we went to fontana, and stuff like that, masaya naman yung Christmas ko.. enjoy, marami nag-greet and everything..hehehe, which, btw, I was sooo touched.. and all of our family members were also there except for my tita, who is living in L.A. right now. But it was fun, we had the magic sing out and i cooked some lasagna and some roast beef and chocolate cookies!! *yuminess!!* aiun, and then new year was also a blast! We had a couple of fire works that my tito bought.. too bad there weren’t any sawa’s or super lolo’s because, I really really loved those things.. anyway, last December 27, we went to Dampa to eat together with my cousins who I haven’t seen in for soo long, and I’ve missed them soo much, although they have jobs now.. :c, we talked and got some pictures, I’ll just post them in my multiply sometime, but I really need to fix things here in my blog.. ^-^ .. I really even can’t explain how I missed blogging! Sigh!! Parang do you know how it feels like not holding your cellphone for abput 2 days?! And you know, all of your frieds will be asking for you, about the latest happenings?.. I think that’s how it feels. Anyway, the opening of classes was fun, lahat sila sinabi nila tumaba ako.. example sabi ni Reej.. “Huii, Patty ha?! Tumaba ka! Pero don’t worry ako din tumaba naman e.. sarap kasi kumain!!” I replied naman.. “ganyan talaga, halatang di ako natulog nung noche Buena and handaan nung new year” hehe.. which is soo true because I can’t find myself to stop eating on those times.. anyway, my two weeks of Christmas vacation was based on eating eating and eating.. and staying at home, going to manila, Fontana etc.. haiiiii.., goshness!! @_@, but at least now, I can say I’ve used up all my baby fats na..hehehe.. there, until next time.. ^_^

Family day!!

2005-12-10T03:09:00.000-08:00

our school celebrated it's family day earlier. It was fun, although my family wasn't able to come, we had fun anyway.. well, I had to wake up at 5 am because we had to come to school really early because we had to the the blocking for our dance. anyway, by the time we got to school (me and Jaira) the group was alredy practicing for the dance to be presented. anyway, after that we went to the schools quadrangle and then curled our hairs, practiced a bit and then rested for a while, Half of the group was going to perform the one that we danced when it was our intramurals.. so we had to make quick adjustments first.. anyway, the dance was pretty fun, all eyes were glued on us.. I can tell.. ahaha..^^;; anyway, it was proven by the applauses.. hahaha.. after that. we stayed on the school until about 4pm.. when my dad came to pick us up, Nikki and Amiel went with us to our house. they didn't stay too long because they had to go to Nikki's grandmothers house. and do some oral hunting.. when I stayed home.. after about two hours. they went back here to our house because tehy said that the car was already full so they had to send another care here to fetch Nikki and Amiel up..so they stayed here for dinner, *ahemm* I mean breakfast pla.. because we really had no dinner ready yet so I ended up making them eat Spam and EGGS after that, we talked and talked about stuff until Nikki's driver came to fetch her up.. anyway, after that, jaira stayed almost until 10 pm and we were in my room and talked about everything.. love, life, friendship,, and it really made me feel happy when i know that there are lots of people ready to catch my back after every problem..

survey lang...

2005-12-07T04:41:00.000-08:00

1. name mo with "ism" sa dulo. -> Patty-ism

2. eh yung name ng mother mo na my "ism" sa dulo. -> Adel-ism..x_X

3. memorable place for you? -> house nina Khata

4. complete this "ako ay... -> babaeng bakla.. ^^;;

5. may letter H ba sa whole name mo? -> ain't got no H..

6. ano meaning nun sa name mo? -> aba, malay ko.. @-@

7. sa tinagal mo dito sa friendster, ano ang napala mo? -> wala..x_X

8. nabusog ka ba sa kinain mo kanina? -> pwede na.. ^_^ lorlx..

9. anung lasa nun? -> tikman mo ang mc chicken burger ng mcdo..lorlx.. x_X..

10. ikaw gumawa nitong survey o copy paste lang? -> copy paste.. obvious ba??..hehehe

11. may PC ka ba sa bahay? -> yah.. $-$

12. ilang taon na? -> uhh, 1 year plang and 2 months ata.. ^_^ wth 16 hours and 45 secs.

13. ang iyong lolo? -> sadly, kinuha na xa ni San Pedro.. T-T

14. palagi ka bang nagsasabi ng totoo? -> actually...x_X

15. anu pala ginagawa mo pag natutulog ka? -> nananaginip...*zzzzzzzz*

16. sino crush mo? -> c tocino boy.. <3<3<3

17. san sya nakatira? -> Sa kugar.. natueral..hehehehe.. \m/

18. kung ganun, ano ang tatak ng printer mo? -> Epson..

19. gusto mo ba change topic tayo? -> uhmmm.. kaya mo??

20. ok, 100 plus 100 minus 300 devided by 15.9 over 78.2 to the power of three. -> please, don't make me do math anymore! i swear i'll be good!!

21. nasagutan mo ba ung tanong sa #20? -> of course!!

.22. essay, multiple choice, fill in the blank, matching type? -> essay,

26. mali ang sagot mo. -> Hah?!. uupakan kita?!

30. anyway may pinapakinggan ka bang music ngayon? -> yep!..

31. ano yung song? at sino kumanta? -> Sandalan- six cycle mind..

33. sino naaalala mo pag narinig mo ang kantang Lupang Hinirang? ->hmm, c Rizal?? dko alam kung bakit..

34. chuck taylor o vans? -> chucks..

35. ginising ka na ba, para lang matulog ulit? -> Err.. yah, i think soo..

36. mahal mo na ba talaga sya? -> cno?.. hahaha..

whewness!

2005-12-06T03:45:00.000-08:00

it was just a normal day for us today, we were in school the whole day, as usual.. anyway, I was coughing and sniffing on someparts of the day.. in short: I was sick... anyway, It wasn't really that bad, just a few coughs and sniffles to be exact. Anyway, Khae's phone got confiscated because they were caught doing a video on Amiel making him wear the skirts we made at our tle class and giving him fake "busts".. and making him wear it around the third floor. everyone was full of guffaws of laughter.. ^^;; anyway, I didn't see it because I joined Khata downstairs. after that, when it was dismissal time, our teacher didn't give Khae's cellphone back although it clearly states on the school rules that when the student has its first offense, the cellphone should be given to the teacher and it should be returned by the end of the day. but we waited until 5 p.m. and still our teacher didn't come. we called her a couple of times and she told us that the phone was in our chemistry lab and that we can get it tomorrow. but when we asked if we could just open the room because we know that there's anextra key, she said that there wasnt.. ^^;; so when we didin;t argue about it anymore, baps said that the chem lab was open on the third floor. so when we went there, we checked if Khae's cellphone was there. but there was none. anyway, after almost surveying all of the "rubbish" jwk!! ^^;; in our chem lab. we didn't find any cellphone, so when we tried to call our teacher again. she didn't even answer!. @_@ anyway, we decided to talk about it with her tomorrow. I'll just write here what happens.. x_X..

I missss YOU!!!

2005-12-02T21:12:00.000-08:00

I think I slept about 12:30 last night.. because I waited for Weh to text me because they were in their youth camp. So they didn't get to text me the whole night, which is sooo unusual for me because ever since second year, there wasnt a day in the year that we didn't contact each other except when we had petty fights. anyway, that's besides the point. Weh texted me about 11 pm and then replied to my text about one a.m sooo i was already asleep then, then the text messege contained that they were about to sleep and they wished me goodnight.. *sigh* I think I'm being too possessive of my friends. but hey, I soooo love them to bits..there isn't a day that passes by that I want to tell them I love them and thank them for being one of the best people in my life. but I am soo not the type of person who expresses her gratitude through words, I'd prefer actions. but still, I think I'm incomplete if I don't tell them what I feel about them. but shyness still overcomes me. I know we've been close since forever, but I still can;t find the right time or words to tell them, I always think that what I'll say might not be enough for them, but others say to follow whats inside your heart. How can I follow whats inside when all it does is beat faster when they are there.Don't get me wrong. I don't love them in that way. just a way that I know I'll be there for them even when time stops.. ^^:; enough of the mushy stuffs. I just wish they'll know what I feel....

half-days rule!

2005-12-02T20:12:00.000-08:00

every first friday of the month our school holds half-day classes because of the monthly faculty meeting, fortunately it was the first friday of December. sooo me and the gys decided to hit the mall after 12 pm yesterday. Katrina and Nikki didn't come along because they had "dates with their *ahemm* CHILDREN" anyway, the group included Me, Jaira, Reejane,Shiela and Baps.. and we had hoots of fun. first we went to Tom's world.. wich is sooo much cheaper than time zone. and after we bought some tokens we went to play the *Para Para* we where in our hyoer states at that time so, the 4 of us excluding Baps were all over the lasers.. but we didn't even get the highest score though ^^;;.and after that we shot some hoops and then to make the day more fun we went to the boxing area and the 3 of us played together, fortunately for us we eventually got to the second round ^^;;. *woohoo* and after that, when we finished salvaging Tom's world, we went around SM to go guy hunting!! *joke!* ahihihihi.. actuall that isn't really our nature..anyway, after walking around the whole mall after a few times, we decided to go into the department store and go window shopping!! ^^ after that, we went to the make up section and tried on a few othe stuff, just for testing.. and then I ended up deciding to buy that Boss perfume for my mom for christmas, although I didn't buy it yesterday, I'm still planning to buy that.. hope my money will fit though, I think it cost's about two thousand bucks @-@.. oh well, it still the thought that counts but I still want to give her that perfume.. It has all those glitters and stuff..*whewness* anyway, after four hours hitting the mall, we decided to call it a day with me and Jaira going home first.. after we got home, we went to the internet cafe and checked some stuff.. (demmet! I wish our dsl connection will be up already.. *sigh*) and then Jai stayed up until about 11 pm coz we had to watch "Edward Scissor hands" that movie was sooo touching and I was sooo sad about the ending, Edward and Wyonna Rider didn't get to be together. and Edward was soooo much a good person..

Blogging!

2005-11-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

Gawd!! I soo missed blogging!! arghhh!! at least I feel much better now.. *sigh* I hope our dsl connection will be up na.. I cant wait for my eyes to get all watery from playing, blogging and going to teentalk!! *yipee*!! although I cant update my blog right now due to some problems.. I promise to fix it by next week. I think my front page has problems.. ahihihi..but its definetley gonna be personalized na..

Confused

2005-11-30T04:28:00.000-08:00

for in my once so-called free life, I've been experiencing confusion again. I just don't know why, a tint of sadness fills my oh-so happy heart. I mean I should be happy dapat. Especially what happened kaninang umaga.. It's not everyday that your crush goes on the stage to give you a sach.. hahaha, Yeah, I still remember that chinito-faced boy that I always look for at school come up to the stage all sweat but still looks refreshed, give me a green sach. I was surprised really. because, I thought Louie and the gang were just joking of making him go up. i NEVER EVER EVER thought that he would actually do it. I was happy but at the same time felt a little embarassed, I was wearing a girl scout uniform. The one which everyone hates. Not all schools get to wear girl scout uniforms *yeah the green dress thingy's* but why did our school get to sponsor girl scouts instead of CAT's?? I mean hello?? Aren't girl scouts supposed to be those tiny grade school girls instead of us? anyway, after that, I noticed that he was constantly looking at me. but anyway. enough of that. I said i should be happy about that, but why does it feel so empty.. I talked to weh kanina, and I guess it was the part that I said to myself that nothing will happen if I will continue to like this guy.. I don't know if he's worth the wait or not.. but still. We don't even talk in school it's like a one-side thingy.. I don't want to make the first move or anything.. I want him to notice me for me.. you know the when-i-see-you-sparks-fly notice thing? thats what I want to happen, but I just wish it could happen sooner because I'm feeling something that I shouldn;t really feel.. arghhh!!!.. as I said.. confused and weird.. the parts of the fontana adventures will be continued next time na lang.. ^^;;

Fontana!!

2005-11-25T16:56:00.000-08:00

whew! its been a month since i blogged.. *sob* but anyway, the price for that very long hiatus is of course a very loooong.... STORY!!!!.. of course let me start from November 4, 5, and 6.. woohoo! those three days have been the best of my life!! well, because those three days were spent at FONTANA!! yippee!! Louie, Katrina's boyfriend treated us and his pals for three days at fontana. well anyway, this is how the experience went:

WARNING! uber looong story and some scary stuff too..^^;;

oN the first day:

we all met at Katrina's house at maybe 7-8 a.m. and then we went to Sm to shop for some stuffs that we might need. so we went there by nine a.m. until about 12.. *well, hey! a girl's gotta splurge right?* ^^;;.. sooo.. when we were at SM supermarket and were about done shopping and were waiting for Nikki to come.. when we saw the KUTA boys.. aka. Louie's pals and our classmates. anyway, after that, us girls went traight to Louie's house in Mexico and got there about 1 p.m. sooo, after that, when we were all complete, we all went together at fontana..
but before we got there, we stopped over to our gasoline station to see if there was anything we needed for the trip.. when we were inside clark, we me and the gang went to check out the abandoned hospital. the place was like sooo stranded even the trees and plants were not properly maintained. we didn't go to outside..yet.. anyways, so after that, we went straight to fontana to catch up with the boys..after they checked in.. we went to our villa in 4111 *i forgot the street* ^^;; soooo, when we were finally settled in our villa for the next three days.. we invited the gang to go back to the abandoned hospital.. so all of us came except Mark, Dean and Ephraim.. when we were there we took Nikki's video cam and started taking videos of the hospital.. the place was really eerie and sooo scary.. but there were some experiences that I will never forget in that trip.. the first was when I saw a lady about 6 feet away from me walking and then dissapeared in a flash. then there were the shadows that hid in the walls. some darkshadows running in the side of our eyes.. It wasn't only me that saw those things but almost everyone did.. but Rae-Marth saw almost all because for some reason he has a third eye. then we took some still shots. when we looked at one picture with Katrina and Louie in it we saw a lady inblack at the back of the picture near the trees, sooo, we were all scared.. and after that Khae, Reejane, and everyone else saw a lady in black at the second floor of the hospital with long hair trying to hide and then reappear again.. *whew* that was reall an experience.. sooo after that..we went back to fontana, but i guess me and Khae were soo stressed about some incidents earlier that we began to heat up.. good thing Albert was there..and he helped us cool down and in a matter of 1 hour we were back to our good ol' energetic selves again!! ^^;; after that, all of us changed into our pambahay states and then went outside the room to chat with the rest of the gang.. all the boys were playing PS2 and Xbox so I came to them and joined them.. me and Mark played bloody roar 2.. at first my hands were all shaky like due to the lack of less gaming this past few years sooo i lost some of the games.. but truthfully.. I kicked Marks' butt after that! hah!! ^_^.. and by 7 p.m. me and my barkada went outside the villa to perform *shows* to entertain ourselves.. sooo we were in the middle of the road, singing songs and acting.. we sooo enjoyed it!! and when it was about 10 p.m. kuya Joey, our driver went to pick me up.. and that was the end of the first day.. i'll just continue the other parts later..

Drama!

2005-10-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

this day has been full of ragna things to be taken care of, there's this ongoing rumor that the level up gm's are gonna *gasp* change the isp for the bot programs, although, I don't have any problem about it, my character would!! *sob* I mean, think of how many days my ragna card will be wasted?? THINK!! haha, enough of the drama, anyway, I fell asleep during our math time kanina.. errrr.. shhhh!! then there were the things I forgot nanaman..*sigh* I should really get help from my being malilimutin.. arghhH!! here are the things I forgot..

i. I was supposed to lend Arman my photoshop cd but then he texted me a while ago and said that I forgot to put the cd into the case!! *errrrr*

ii. the bot program Errol kept asking me about, they wouldn't reply so I didn't ask them any further..

iii. the notes I was supposed to ask from somebody in our class, P.e. and health pa nman.. arghhh!!

anyway, nagusap nanaman kami kanina. haha, I was sooo happy kahit all about ragna lang un.. at least we're back to being friends, imagine being off hiatus with your best friend for almost 10 months???? That was harsh even from me, although none of that matters now, I just have to let him know na always here ako for him, and that's all I care, I realized suddenly na it was worth loving him before, kasi sa kanya ko natutunan ang lahat, and I'm thankful for that, even though di ko masyado napakita un before, haiiii. I'm just glad were friends. that's the improtant thing di ba??

Magazine Addict

2005-10-10T03:59:00.000-07:00

errrr.. yah, I think our business will be going out soon because of my hogging the magazine sections.. haha, I think I took 2 candy magazines, 2 K-zones 2 Witch and 1 games master *whewness* The others I sold to my classmates, the money of course was given to moi, I think my parents don't have any objections about those anyway, so there, anyway, this monday was actually a funny one. except for the part that me and Katrina we're sooo sleepy, that we couldn't help but sleep in the reading corner of our classroom during lunch time, although I didn't got to sleep that much because of all the talking and noises and stuff, my eyes got to rest for a while, thank gawd! ^^;; before that, during recess, Katrina, moi, and Albert were throwing those giant paper balls at each other *eeek!* haha, maybe that was the cause why me and Katrina were sooo tired after. haha ^-^, anyway, after that during English time, Sir Punzalan wasn't there sooo I got the chance to make daldalan seesions with Godfred and Nico with Monchie!! hahaha. we started singing the ending song of BLUES CLUES!!! haha. and Godfred's one of oh-so many favorite songs SEASONS IN THE SUN by WESTLIFE!! haha, this day was sooo full of laughs!!

Firday doesn't seem so comforting

2005-10-07T03:59:00.000-07:00

woohoo! I am sooo glad that it's friday! but I still have lots'a things to do before monday, I mean we're packed! full of assignments and lectures and projects to be passed! I mean, come on! we're only human! and to top it all of, the quarterly test is supposed to be the week after next week *sigh* ^^;;

anyway, I'm happy today! kxe kinausap nanaman niya ako! ahihi, I was sooo happy kxe okay na again ung friendship namin.. haha. although this time, errrrr.. wala lang.

anyway new layout! haddya guys think? although this isn't the skin I really told you about, it's just changing the look.. haha

Material Girl

2005-10-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

I remembered on our foundation day, our group was aked to dance the song "material girl" for the grandparents day, fortunately for us, the admin, acknowledged our dance and decided to make us dance them again on the culmintaing day, I'll post the pictures sometime this weekend in my multiply,

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anyway, halfday today, so we are here in the internet cafe doing stuffs and stuffs.. haha, woohoo! we went to my house at first then ate lunch after that, we went to my room and started camerawhoring! woohoo! after this, we'll watch the final game of the UAAP season 68! It makes me all the more excited to watch season 69! yehey!!.. But I'm rooting for the DLSU archers right now, although, I didn;t like Joseph Yeo's reaction towards Arwind Santos, I loved that team from the start, so there.

Go Figure

2005-10-05T03:36:00.000-07:00

haha.. I couldn't decide on what title, so this one nlang.. ^^;; anyway, I have got TONS of things that I need to take care of, but unfortunately for me, I always forget some of them, So, I'll post them here, ^-^

i.My layout!- arghh!!.. so much for last last LAST thursday, demmet!! ^^;; It's not that I don't have time and all, but, my wpm. doesn't seem to work, and I'm still trying to figure out MS Frontpage, maybe I'll be lucky on saturday.

ii.Ate Ean's avvie!- for some reason, I can't send her avvie through my e-mail, and I don't have my load at the moment soo I'm really guilty.. I need to send it asap!

iii.Be more active in ttalk!-gawd I miss teentalk sooo much, I don't have much internet time to go surf around anymore! double demmet!!.. ^^;;

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Anyway, school was kinda fun kanina, we ended up getting those PHS stuffs they endorsed last tuesday, and for some strange reason.. Mark talked to me!.. ahaha.. di naman sa strange.. peace Mark! If ever you're reading this, I'm glad friends na tayo ulit.. ^-^, thanks for giving our friendship another try.

then, I would like to welcome back Kevin and Weh, from their Oh-so tagal trip from China!.. haha.. namiss ko kayo!!..

Foundation Week(Student's Night)

2005-10-01T00:58:00.000-07:00

argghh! sooo sorry for the long update, anyway, I'm gonna splurge on the rantings on this update, Well, first of all, the title says it.. we had our foundation from September 20 until September 29.. woohoo! alhtough, there weren't much to do, except riding some rides, The Ferris Wheel and The Dolphin Coaster, they were both pretty fun all the same, I guess it depends on the one's who you were with though, well I sure had lots'a of fun! Then I went into the jail booth for about TWO times, Thanks to Kevin and Louie.. errrr, It was a good thing that I didn't have to pay though.. haha! anyway, the foudation at our school was pretty much fun except for the *gasp* LESSONS! I mean, we're having our foundation day and some teachers keep on making us stay on the classrooms to disscuss some of our lessons! I mean how un-un-orthodox of that! anyway, that was pretty ,uch the summary of the foundation week though,

on the other hand, At our Students Night, last Thursday (Sept.29)

Well, It was fun, Reejane came to our house to change and accesorize and stuff, so we ended up going @ 6 pm, Well, we were on time, *thank gawd!* and then it started I think about 6:20 or something, so we ended up dancing and dancing and getting tired and stuff, until it came to the *gasp* SLOW SONGS!

Before I rant about the slow songs, I want to thank Arman and Ricardo, for making my night complete and dancing with me!. you guys are the BEST!

Well, the slow songs we're kinda fun at first, with Nikki and Amiel (btw, CONGRATULATIONS!!)/gg and Katrina and Louie dancing and stuff like that, that leaves the single people behind though, including yours truly.

Well, R started crying when she saw her crush dancing with someone else, so we comforted her until she was okay, and then I saw Korina crying too, so we went there and comforted her also, that's when it started.. haiiii..

well, I saw him dancing with her,. and then it felt like I wasn't breathing anymore.. I mean, I thought I forgot about him already.. but I guess, It came back, It hurts sooo much when I saw him having a good time with her. In my mind I thought to myself.. "Why can't I be with him for a change?" I looked up on the stars because I didn't wan't everyone to be fussing over me when I cried so I tried to hold it back until the end of the night. So many hearts got broken that night.. anyway, when Ricardo started to dance with me, I really thought I cound't hold back the tears anymore, but thank God I did! anyway, when the party was over and we came to Nikki's house and splurged over all our heartaches for a while, the started to have fun after!.. *sigh* It was something..

survey

2005-09-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

I picked up a survey kanina @ friendster.. since my day was uber booring I'll just post it.. demmet!..ahihihi

SECTION 1
+ your name: Patricia Andrade
+your gender: peemeyl
+ age: 14
+ hair colour: some sorta brown with a little bit lightish.
+ eye color: dark brown
+ dominating hand: a leftie!.. ^-^
+ your location: @ a room.. waaah!!..

SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
+ cheated on someone?: Uh, no?
+ fallen off the bed?: Yeah! lorlx!
+ fallen for a relative?: Nah! although one of my friends did. lorlx!
+ had plastic surgery?: Errr, i don't think so..
+ broke someone's heart?: I don't think soo..*ahemm*
+ had your heart broken?: Sadly yup.
+ broken a body part?: Nah, I'm not that much of a sadist.

SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY ]
+ wearing: shorts and a floral shirt with pink roses on it.. ^-^
+ listening to: B.E.T.
+ chewing: nothing.. yet!
+ feeling: psychedelically weird!
+ reading: Who's who @ teentalk
+ chatting with: Jaira.. ahihi

SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]
+ brush your teeth?: Of course I do!
+ like anybody?: Can I get back to you?
+ drive? : Inital D? Uhuh..
+ believe in Santa Claus?: Not anymore.
+ ever get off the computer?: Never thought of getting off in the first place.

SECTiON 5 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
+ hugged: Louwie? my uber fungetnget friend!
+ talked to on the phone: My dad
+ fell in love with: Ummm.. HIM? anyway, I'm trying to move on.. ;)
+ tripped: None so far..
+ turned down: a classmate?

SECTiON 6 [ DO YOU . . . ]
+ Like to give hugs?: Depends, ehehe.
+ Like to walk in the rain?: as long as I have some extra clothes lying somewhere.
+ Sleep with or without clothes on?: With... O_o
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: Black
+ Like to travel?:Uberness
+ Like someone?: I don't think so.
+ Think you're attractive?: Everyone is, no matter what they look.
+ Want to marry? : I have plans in the future.
+ Have a goldfish?: Nah.
+ Have stuffed animals?: I have lots of 'em!

SECTiON 7[ THiS OR THAT=]]
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: Eeeergo No.
+ Be serious or funny?: Funny all the time, .
+ Single or taken?: Single =)
+ Simple or Complicated?: Complicated...
+ Law or anarchy?: or
+ MTV or BET?: MTV.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: Dawson's Creek,
+ Sugar or salt?: Sugar.. ^-^ I strive for sweets!
+ Silver or gold?: gold
+ Tongue or belly button ring?: Im fine thank you.
+ Chocolate or flowers?: CHOCOLATE!!^-^
+ Angels or miracles?: angels
+ Colored or Black-and-white photos?: both?
+ Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
+ M&M's or Skittles?: M&M's
+ Rap or Rock?: Rock!
+ stay up late or sleep in?: Stay up until weee hours of the night
+ TV or radio?: TV
+ Hot or cold?: depends.. ;D
+ taller members of the opposite sex or shorter?: Taller... <3
+ Star or moon?: Moon
+ Diamond or Ruby?: Diamond,
+ Left or Right?: ummmm.. Iis this a trick question?
+ Vanilla or chocolate?: CHOCOLATE :D
+ Cat or dog?: dogs!
+ Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup
+ Newspaper or Magazine?: Mgazines
+ Spring or Fall?: Fall!
+ Give or receive?: give.. ^-^ I'm a very sharing person..lol
+ A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendshiP?: Errr.. door number 1? joke! friendship of course!
+ Happy or sad?: or..
+ sneakers or sandals?: Sneakers!
+ McDonald's or Burger King?: Mcdo
+ Mexican or Italian food?: Italian pasta!
+ Lights on or off?: Off?
+ Candy or soda?: Candy
+ A house in the woods or the city?: City!! internet, phone=luxury!!
+ Pepsi or Coke?: coke, although I don't drink soft drinks that much.

Update madness!!

2005-09-12T04:17:00.000-07:00

Woohoo!!.. our internet connection is finally fixed *again* sooo, that mean's i'll get to update everyday.. (errrrrr!!..okay not everyday, but the times when im not "BUSY") anyway, I want to rant about the oral interpretation we had last wednesday,.

Well all that prcaticie finally paid off.. coz guess what?? I got a 92!! woohoo!!.. anyway, I've been thinking about going to ragna mode lately, gawd, I miss that game soooo much, and with the help of some of my good ol' friends at school, I finally got my account back!! *yipeee!!* and I'm thinking of having a new character up and having it bott' by Kuya Ike..!!..

Kahapon we had to go to the Manila Pavillon, because one of my kamag-anaks in Laoag got married!! *claps her hands with delight* anyway, Her name's ate Karen, she was really pretty with her gown and stuff, and the food was uber yummy!!!,,

and kanina naman, 19 people i think were absent because of the strike,. sooo it made me wanna go home na lang coz it was't worth the time, but good thing some of the guys stilla got to school so we had fun all the same..

Louie!! when will you be changing my stats to admin nga pala?? bilisan mo ok??.. anyway, your blog should be up and running by friday, It should have an extension..aihihihi.. ^-^

*Awwww* I was soooo touched kanina, Coz' even though it was already near 5:30 and everyone was practically going home and threatening to go without them, Kevin and Weh stayed with me until my dad came to pick me up, although i didn't get to make yaya to them when they went home, I promised the, tomorrow nlang..

sooo..that's my recap for now!!.. kudos, btw.. new layout by thursday!! and it's personalized!!

More quizzes!!..^-^

2005-09-05T04:01:00.000-07:00

PATTY
P	is for	Plucky
A	is for	Amazing
T	is for	Tough
T	is for	Timeless
Y	is for	Yummy

What Does Your Name Mean?

Your Hidden Talent

Long time no blog!

2005-09-05T02:50:00.000-07:00

waaaa.. it's really been a while since I updated this blog.. *sniffs* (busy..) anyway, I already bought the new ish of Candy and when I turned to the pages were the Top 50 candy cuties were.. I plenty to see.. *drools* hahaha.. Justin was a first then Mikal and Nathan!! those were my top 3 anyway. Hey, The pictures are already up!

click here to view some of the photos!. ^-^

Anyway, school was pretty much BOOORING! today, we had nothing to do and I was like sleepy the whole day @_@ good thing Louie gave me a bottle of UBE JAM!! kanina at recess, so I shared it with my friends (yummmmm!!) THANKS LOUIE!!.. hehe,, ayan, special mention ka na!!.. ^_^.,. tpos kanina nung dismissal time.. nandun c PANGET!.. we went to the back of sanday together with Jai, kso silence was all around and it was kind of awkward.. I dunno why, but my dad eventually came to pick us up. So there.. haha

OMG !! This wednesday is our oral interpretation already. So there will be lotsa drama on that day at english time!!..

PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!! ^-^

Angels and Demons

2005-08-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

*Whew*! I just finished reading Dan Brown's Angels and demons haha. I'll post an ambigram of the symbol later. anyway, I was surprised about all the sudden twists of the story, who would have thought it was Carlo who was responsible for the Illuminati resurfacing from the past.. harhar.. anyway here's the ambigram I found..

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Again, I couldn't post the pictures pa.. I just found the ambigram online so don't ask. We won't be doing anything special tommorow thats for sure! x_X! we'll just be watching the linggo ng wika programs.. but at least we could wear comfy denim pants!!.. ^-^ *jumps with delight*. Anyway, you think having mood swings lately can cause problems?.. arghhh!! there's just a lot of things that are on my mind right now.. *feels dizzy* @_@.. anyway, kanina on our T.L.E. class we baked a Chiffon cake it was like.. uber yuminess!!.. ^^;;! and then I have sooo many things due next week, like the oral exam on english. Sir Punzalan told me to pick the one with more on the drama. and i was like "oookaayy.." ^^;;! btw!! Louie!! are you really sure you don't have a copy of the Da Vinci Code? if anyone in school is reading this and has a copy. Can I please borrow it from you?? it will only take a couple of days I promise!! harhar.. *side comment, what kind of a moodswing is now??* .. bb!! ^^;;!

My warning sign

2005-08-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

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WARNING

patt is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times.

From Go-Quiz.com

goshness.. hehehe.. am I that radio active?.. btw, I can't post any pictures yet.. darn..
anyway.. I am so thankful that this week was over.. exams are over *squeals with delgiht* and finally, the first quarter is finished! harhar.. we wen't to the mall yeaterday and we watched The Eye haha.. It wasn't that scary.. It was a little bit funny actually.. hehe.. and yeah, that's about it for yesterday. *coughs*

anyway, we wen't to powerplant a while ago.. and I when me and my cousin we're about to go to some store when I saw my crush!!.. I was like *Omgawd omgawd!! it's him it's him* in my mind.. haha.. he was soooo.. tall!! I think I was just up until his shoulders.. *darn hormones* hehe.. and then I saw Jai Reyes!! omgawd! my crush and one of the ateneo blue eagles in one day?.. I am such a lucky girl.. harhar.. i'm sleepy.. i guess i'll go to bed na.. *yawns*..

Me? Ninang? hehe

2005-08-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

you are now reading an official entry from a certified ninang.. *gags* hehehe. Well, It was kind of a first time for me. We attended my cousins' daughters binyag at Clark chapel two and then we proceeded to the Grand Palazzo Royale for the reception. the place was so amazing! it was an italian par se mansion. it was so full of old paintings and stuff. The place was perfect for a JS prom. *evil grin* especially the garden. It was full of fountains and rare flowers adorning the pole thingy's. I think I should suggest that place to Nikki Nikki are you reading this ba? hehehe. Anyway, I have tons of pics that i want to post up. but for some reason, my MMS can't get through. so that can wait for tomorrow. anyway. back to the rants. The food was so yummmy!!.. There was a sushi bar and the buffet was awesome *drools* Although there were only a few people that I know there, at least I had some fun! btw.. Kuya Ike, kumpare!!.. nakita kita khapaon!!..^_^ one time ka lang namnasin ah!.. hehe.. are you still dropping by pa ba? *_*.. hehehehe. anyway, the tests are up this week, and I really haven't reviewed this much.. I've been "busy"*hint the sarcasm* hehe.. I'll just update tomorrow, I really need to start reviewing for my TLE..^_^

Quizzes

2005-08-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

I stumbled upos a quiz in quizilla and i thought i'd post it up..

Romance makes you heartbeat. Romance is like the
breath before the plunge, If the plunge was
love that is! Although many dismiss romantics
as stupid little children they are often
intelligent and resourceful. Love to love, love
to live!

What Makes Your Heartbeat?

Bunso

2005-08-04T03:29:00.000-07:00

haha, we had a fun day today! cause we only studied untill about 2pm. and then we went to assumption to watch a documentary called bunso. hehe. It was about three kids in prison. I couldn't really understand the story since the setting was on the Visayan region and it was only dubbed. Some of the heads of the students kept goin' up and up so I decided to sit on the flor. Thnak God Nikki, Arman and Kevin was there.finally after so much time waiting, were friends again! ^_^. Its like we've never been apart. were still that sweet-friendly type of people. He never treated me like I'm someone different. hehe. after that. We ate at Jaira's house to eat!. We ate adobo and kaldereta.. (YUMM!!) and then we took pictures of ourselves infronof their house and now we're seating right here in the internet cafe updating our friendster and our blogs. it was one hell of a good day!

Tough week

2005-08-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

since i didn't get to update for a whole week last time, I'm gonna do it right now.. ^^;;.

..Monday..

~i got sick that day. first my tummy hurts then I went to the clinic to rest. Then, my dad picked me about 12:oo pm and then we went to Shell, I almost barfed in the car, because of all the bumps in the road, but I guess it's okay na.. after nun, when we went home about 4pm I suddenly had a fever. boy, It was a tough day, so I went up andd rested for like about an hour, Since it was my lola's birthday I went down to help and cook my famous lasagña (yummm). but then they didn't let me because i was still sick. X_X. So i just waited for them to finish and wait for the visitors, So I changed into more formal clothes then waited. When some of my cousins arrived, I invited them upstairs to lay back since I was still tired. So after that, we talked and stuff like that, and then when they went home, I finally got to sleep..^_^

On tuesday i was absent because I might get the fever back if i tried to hard.

Wednesday, I finally got to go back to school although I don't remember of what much has happened.

Anyway, my cousin dropped by yesterday. Kuya Mong.. hehe. So we watched The Island. and it was a pretty cool action flick, haha. I liked Scarlette Johanson (is the spelling right?) and then after that, we went back to shell again, and then we talked about stuff like this and that.

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Haiii.. and it's monday again today and I really had fun except for the part that the Girl scouts made us wear the GSP t-shirt. DUH!! XD!
all in all it was a cool day.

saturday night whewness

2005-07-16T22:48:00.000-07:00

Time for the problems to be left at school and the paradise to come in this weekend! I'm so glad that we won't have classes on monday, it will give me more time to relax and work out on some issues. Haha. and enough flodding Louie's tag board because finally! He's got into his senses again and blah blah blah. anyway, I'm thinking of moving my site. anywhere, just something new. oh btw, Katrina and the gang came at our house a while ago, and we just plopped around, watching dvd's, eating...*ahemm* Let's just say that the word "diet" wasn't on our dictionary today. Too bad i couldn't go and watch MYMP with them right this moment. They're probably enjoying themselves right now, while I'm here stuck updating my blog. But it's okay, I totally understand why my parents don't want me to go out at night. even though they give me these long speeches and stuff. but i really appreciate it. really. ^-^. me and my dad watched Monster in Law yesterday. it was sooo funny. and J-Lo's outfits were really cool, that's why I need to loose a few more pounds.. mwahaha! *gags* anyway, before that, I experienced Starbucks heaven for a while. I've missed the caramel cream frapp these days.. haha. finally, one extended weekend.

sigh

2005-07-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

have you ever had one of those days? omgawd.. i don't even like to recall waht this day had in-stored for me, haha.. i feel like i'm something i don't know anymore. my emotions differ everyday and i don't know why? am I confused or just plain stress? I just want to cry. cry like i've never cried before. just one day of me time, not worriying about deadlines or projects or anything of the sort. just me and all the music that make's me cry. call me senti but I just can't help it. Everytime i see Kevin in the halls, I always hear my heart thumping loudly and I always need to feel the urge of breathing, it's like i can't breathe anymore. but why? I'm not even in-love wiht him. I've chosen our friendship over that. i believe that our friendship is more important than that. but i was soo wrong for assuming he'd choose me. hah! I feel so stupid and I'm mad at him for bringing up a whole new person than before and then leaving me all alone in an island i've never been to before. heck, i don't even know if he remebers his promises to me anymore. i just want to hug my legs and cradle myself as i think of all the memories that had gone by between us. and It hurts me for what i've done a while ago. I completely ignored him the whole day, thinking he'd never existed but. that notion just made me feel worse, i don't know what to do anymore. hah!. the girl who always has answers for everything doesn't have answers to fix her own life. goals, dreams, jokes, happy and sad moments. all of the moments Kevin and I shared together seems soo all in the past, but I just can't help but wait. because what if he changes his mind or something. i want to make sure i'm there for him.. but then again I might be waiting for nothing. He looks happy everyday even without noticing or thinking about me. I just can't barge into his life again like i'm someone. I just cant stand to see him mad or depressed. No, We wouldn't want that..

monday?.. whew

2005-07-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

it's monday again today, and at least It's abeeter day that last week, well maybe except for a little surprise that i got today.. ahaha.. anyway, I want to share some pictures here, coz' i think my blog needs some stuf to fill it in.. *sigh*

here's one of my doggies!!.. he's name's Buddy!!.. isn't he cute??.. anyway, we've got about seven shih tzu's in the house, they always keep me company whenever I get bored here.haharx.. my other dog (Solo) *no picture yet* .. climbs the second flor whenever he knows I'm there, he's the oldest.. he's about eight years old already..haha..

as the saying goes, there's never a bad spot for picture taking.. here's Shiela, Me and Nikki at SM's CR!!..haha..^-^

it's me and Nikki!!.. ahahaha!!..

anyway.. I guess i'll probably update tomorrow!!.. haha.. i wonder how will my day go by then,

****

I gues i've already forgotten about him na.. i don't want to say "at last" because there's nothing to be happy about..
well partially, i remeber that by august, we'll be celebrating our friendship day together.. and now.. it just sucks.. huhuhu.. whenever we pass by each other in the halls i never bothered to say our pet names anymore.. because he dosen't even respond.. haaaiii.. I never knew what i did wrong. but i know that i've held on to our friendship long enough.. but then, somethings are better to let go off.. even though it's hard for my part.. haha.. ironic.. I wish that i would be one of the main characters on the fiction stories that i've read on fiction press.. they show a lot of emotion, strong will and everyone loves them.. but i guess, that's why people make stories and read them is because they want to forget a part of their life that they want to be burried.. haha.. I never forgot the day when he said to me.. "alam mo ang swerte ko dahil nagging bestfriend kita, dahil sayo lang ako nagigging totoo.." I never thought that the happiness that i felt when he said those words to me will also be the cause of a broken heart..T_T

~::::~sunday evening..~::::~

2005-07-10T03:35:00.000-07:00

shux.. it's monday again tomorrow.. and I was soo getting the hang of satying home again..anyway, i thought that the first official game for UAAP season 68 was from La Salle and Ateneo.. i was so glad i was wrong.. why?.. because, that means i can watch them live the time that they play!!.. wohoooo!!..

fortunately for me, My eyes were glued on the TV when i was watching yesterday so i'll share them here..

News from De La Salle:

Joseph Yeo elected the team captain for this year's season..

Ty Tang *i'm a fan of this guy!!* haha.. ^-^ i just want to post his picture here.. haha.. *drools*

he kinda looks weird here though, but he's still cute!!! *drools on the floor* haha..

Aww.. Mac Cardona isn't gonna play this season an.. He's off to PBA this year..^-^ it's okay, at least i still get to see him play on TV!!

On to the Ateneo Blue Eagles

Sad to say, that Chris Tiu won't be plaing his third season at UAAP, i hope he comes back next season though..

oohh.. here's a cute pic of Chris here..haha.. he's also a model of Eiko now dba?.. I always see him whenever i drop by a toy kingdom at Sm Pampanga..^-^

On for his first season.. and my new rookie crush!.. Jai Reyes!!..mwahaha..

Aww.. Larry Fonacier isn't playing anymore.. but it's okay, at least i got a cool snapshot of him!!

~::::~puff!!~::::~

2005-07-09T00:11:00.000-07:00

omgawd..@_@.. it's already friday but the strees i got from studiying is still here..x__x.. haaayy..at least i get to stay in tomorrow.. yeah!!.. UAAP na tomorrow!!.. Go La Salle! Go Ateneo!!.. mwahaha..!! too bad i couldn't go there personaly, because of all the rally and stuff goin on. but i'm still cool that i can still watch it even from the Tv lang.. ^_^.. i'm sooo excited..! Go TY Tang!!.. haha.. anyway.. i'm goona root for both teams tomorrow!!... aha.. i wish i could be one of the cheerleaders of ADMU or La Salle someday!!!.. haha.. *sings mangarap ka*.. haaaayy.. i have a plan tomorrow. if ever natuloy.. i'll just post them up here..

~::::~untitled~::::~

2005-07-02T21:06:00.000-07:00

puff.. i'm soo tired.. i've ben schoolfull this past weeks already and i get the feeling everytime i lay down at my bed the pain that my body goes through everyday. it's like i don't get enough sleep, which is not true because i sleep about 8 hours a night. argghh, and then I have to put extra concealers everyday to hide my puffy eye bags.. it's not fair!!.. i sleep properly and stuff but why do i still get eye bags??.. hmphhh.. anyway, haha.. i just went to louie's blog to see if he's got any updates, then I saw my name there and he was blaming me for having been flunked at our english activity this past monday, Hey it wasn't my fault that i tried to bring him back from the reality that he's been hiding for in about like two months? he just needed someone to wake him up.. and that someone i guess was ME i told him everything about Katrina and stuff like that, and he listened., good for me bad for him i guess. but at least it put some light into him and i'm hoping a comeback from him.. if he's ever reading this.. everyone does expect you guys to be together again.. everyone has your full support because frankly, youre the most cutest couple we've ever seen. your just waiting a move from each other when all the while you know if ever one of you made a move, you will be together again. it's that simple.. it's all in the matter of communication.. ^_^ and anyway, i've been happy this week too.. for some unimportant reasons.. anyway, Jaira and me got to talk last thursday thinking about stuff, stuff stuff.. when i brought up the topic that happened earlier.. well, she was soo kilig and stuff that she was happy for me and i was happy for myself too. ^_^

~::::~layout madness!~::::~

2005-06-28T04:06:00.000-07:00

harharx.. i have changed about a dozen times already, but at least i found a certain skin that will keep my blog worthwhile until i get my original layout work.. lorlx.. anyway, i decided to get some pictures from friendster and decided to upload them here..

---that's me and Reejane.. caption: Nagwala sa SLR library..lorlx..

thats me and shobe Zia.. ^_^ isn't she cute??

--that's me and Shiela..harhar.. endorsers ng C2!!..

~::::~thank God its Staurday!!~::::~

2005-06-26T00:42:00.000-07:00

omgawd.. finally it's already saturday today.. haharx.. actually sunday, but anyway.. i got to finish the book that I brought yesterday.. The Dating Game it was a cool story, coz' its the story of three girls having their project in IHD about who's more involved socially at school, and the ending was pretty much a cliff hanger so i'll buy the next book tomorrow.. i bought a couple copies of Gossip Girl but i haven't read it yet though, btw, i added something at my blog so it wouldn't seem to boring until i put on the real layout that i'm working on.. anyway, it's just a matter of copy and paste right?.. ^_^

oh yeah, i was browsing at some of my favorite stories at fiction press and i thought i'd share them here.

btw.. please leave some comments on the stories, the authors have worked so hard for making the story up and you should give them the credit by telling them how you think about their story. they are mostly romance stories okay??

Against All Odds -Raleigh Chase is your usual man-hater, but can her brothers bestfriend prove to her that he can make any girl fall for him and has decided to play a bet to make Raleigh fall for him in under four months. can Raleigh maintain her reputation as the manhater of something else?

All Along -Neely Donovan isn't interested in the whole popularity ordeal, considering that her twin brother was one of the hottest guys that attended their school. But, things begin to stir when the guy she's falling for is not only THE most popular boy, but her brother's best friend. Life becomes harder when the guy is also wanted by everyone else.

False Facades -Sam Westlane is enrolled to Crestan High School a prestigous all boys school, but there is only one problem. - Sam is a girl.

Liv and Damien Liv and Damien has hated each other since they we're kids can a school play change everything they've known and come to love? find out how their story goes..

there.. some of the summaries i've made up myself and some summaries i've copied. please review them okay?.. evenif it is anonymous..

~::::~@_@ uber dizziness..~::::~

2005-06-24T06:48:00.000-07:00

arghhh!!.. i want to throw the arm chairs at them soo bad!!.. i can't stand the classroom anymore.. and here i was thinking that this year will be just fine.. XD! the tests are all piling up, there's so much more to memorize and i feel like math is getting to me.. coz' we have like 3 subjects that include math.. three subjects man!!.. *sniff* even H.E. is included!!!.. argghhhh!!!!!.. and i thought baking was my forte.. haha.. XD!!.. anyway so much for some of my classmates. i don't even think why i bother talking to them still.. they don't even deserve any ounce of my attention. especially some of them *hint hint*.. they're sooo mayabang and feeling thinking the whole world revolves around them.. no wonder why *toot* *toot*.. hmphh!! x_x!! let's just say i have had better days than this. and on monday we have to recite in front of the whole class Mr.Punzalan's piece. i guess, i'll have to put up the brand new me on monday. i totally hate those guys, if i could only find ways to take revenge. not that i hold grudges, mind you. it's just that some people won't realize the reality when they don't leave the special attention tehy get from others. it's like they're all that.. hah!!.. as if..

~::::~clueless..~::::~

2005-06-23T19:16:00.001-07:00

argghh!!.. am i really that clueless???.. i mean, one day i came across battling out my emotions and suddenly everything became better??.. it's like i wanna bang my head onto the wall to see what's happening.. @___@.. i don't know what to do, it's like i wanna scream at him and say "Hello!!! i'm not a toy okay?.. so make up your mind already!!" it's like i'm a replacement or something.. i feel it, but do they?? it's not use to sulk on this things if I only feel it, because it will only make matters worse.. haaayy.. i simply can't avoid him because we keep running onto each other.. it's soo difficult.. i think i need to refresh my mind somehow.. maybe read on fictionpress haha.. i hope i find some good stories there..

~::::~wednesday fever~::::~

2005-06-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

argghh!!.XD! everytime i update my blog, i can't think of titles anymore.. oh well.. haha.. it was just an ordinary day today. the usual humour insued..^__^ but there was a problem though. *hint hint* anyway, it would just be a waste of time talking about him/her when i could just blabber on and on about my day. it' my blog after all.. haha,., (kapal) anyway, i've been watching the full edition of get backers and it really shocked me that it has been two years already since that anime started but it only seemed like a few months ago. i suddenly realized that the world is caving on me again. i mean, things are going just too fast. @__@ but the question is: what could i do to make these kinds of moments worth while?.. arghh!!.. XD!! im uber clueless.. i really miss the people i used to hang out during summer. haha.. Ate Cacai, Charix, Ate Judee and Ate Irene.. haha.. i soo mishhuu guys!!.. im sure they're all busy with school stuff etc. and with ate Cacai studying in bohol, i can't think of anyone to contact anymore.. maybe kuya ****??.. haha.. *dream on* ^^;.. anyway, we're gonna have a test on t.L.e and a.p. tomorrow, i have memorized a.p. yesterday so i guess it wouldn't hurt if i reviewed it tomorrow right?.. haha.. harvard law here i come!!!.. XD!

~::::~ i said i wouldn't cry, but i did~::::~

2005-06-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

why did girls have to be so emotional?.. even the slightest drama or a sentimental song can lead to buckets of tears.. but hey, i did both so i got the tears.. i said i wouldn't cry for them but i couldn't stop the tears from falling. i had to admit that it was soo hard to avoid them especially him.. haha.. how ironic.. i never thought i'd cry for them again. after how they abandoned our friendship or me rather. haha. i feel like trash today. after the tears welled up i heard the song that we used to sing together on the phone. so i would do what other emotional girls would do.. CRY!.. T_T.. haha.. the new and vulnerable girl that i've put up suddenly became not so vulnerable after all. all i want is for our friendship to be back together. the space inside of me is still looking for someone who can replace what they've left. but there is always a part of me that is always waiting for him to come back. i thought about the past a while ago and asked myself, "hanggang dito na lang ba?" i kept telling myself to move on but we've became close, soo much close that i know that if i've moved on, i couldn't make myself open up to anyone anymore. no one can ever replace those months that had happened before. all the times we shared, the moments he gladly gave up for me. i would never forget those. even love wouldn't stand a chance between our friendship. but i feel that those moments suddenly became very distant. i wonder if we could get things back the way they used to be?. it was so hard just passing by the halls knowing that his eyes are on me. it's my intuition. it's just hard pretending, i didn't know what i did wrong for them to change so drastically like that.. haha.. like i said, ironic isn't it?

~::::~tiring day/s..~::::~

2005-06-21T03:31:00.000-07:00

i am soo tired today. good thing i got some sleep.. XD! haha.. anyway, i couldn't update my blog yesterday coz' the f***i*g dial up wasn't working.. omg.. i need a DSL connection!!.. can't the people here see it!!..i need freedom!!!!!!!.. haha.. XD!! kiddin! ^___^.. anyway, yesterday, i was very troubled.. @__@ hope someone in school doesn't read this.. haha.. kiddin!.. @_@.. well, partly because i was so busy dwelling up in the past yesterday. all the things that i burried in the past is suddenly coming back to haunt me... it hurts to see your past friends don't even talk to you.. haiii.. XD! even though my friends say that it's time to move on, i just couldn't put myself to do it.. coz' i've valued our friendship just too much. it's not obssesion or anything. i was just touched to find comfort when i needed it the most with them, but now. @__@ how did it get soo complicated like this!!.. i can't forget the times that he made me laugh when i was crying over "him". the times when i would tell him "the girliest girl secrets". or the time when he taught me until the middle of the night jsut for me to pass a certain exam.. *hint hint* haha.. or the time we just watch tv and didn't hang-up the phone coz' we know that every comercial we'll be calling each other anyway.. God, i miss those times soo much.. haha.. it's because of him, that i've moved on too quickly. but now?.. how can i move on without him???.. i know i'm being too sensitive or dramatic. but everyone needs someone to fill the missing inside of them. i thought i found them. but my theory is still to be answered.. T___T.

anyway, we'll have about two tests tomorrow.. two fu***ng tests!!.. @___@.. is it coincidence to have both chemistry and A.P. to study for?.. oh how i wish i could go back to the past and change everything that i've done.. haiiii.. its soo confusing right now.. i don't know what to think.. @___@ maybe i'll just continue to make my treasure box/remider corner.. haha..^_^

~::::~one of the good days..~::::~

2005-06-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

awwww..shucks!.. this day totally rocks!.. coz' the whole group except for Khae came to our house, it wasn't fair that Khae can't come because of her family but we understand anyway., but we had fun nonetheless.. ^__^, well, Reejane and the others came her maybe about 10 am.. then we waited for the others while listenin to music and talking blah blah blah.. then when the others came, we found ourselves watching sweet 18 and other stuff on tv, while commenting and laughing about some stuff.. when half of the show was almost finished, we decided to go downstairs and baked a bananna cake.. the recipes' by yours truly. haha.. XD.. btw, it's a special family recipe.. mwahahaha.. after that, we ate our lunch mainly of sinigang and pina-upo..(chicken rubbed by calamansi extracts all around) yummmm!!, and started out tet' at te'..haha.. we maximized the volumne of my speakers and started dancing and taking pictures and stuff.. (btw, my phone is totally broken!!.. i think i should throw it back at whoever sold this to us) *ahemm ***** ahemmm*.. anyway, after dancing and laughing around, we decided to do some girl stuff.. you know, talk about this and that, like i said.. girl stuff.. hahaha.. XD!.. after that we finished like about 7pm.. and then ate kare-kare.. uber yumminess!!!.. and then decided to call it a night and everyone went home.. and i totally miss them right now!.. haha.. btw, Jaira stayed here up until 10 so we decided to go to fictionpress.com to read some romance stuff.. and we all got cheesy weesy..hahaha.. whew!..what a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious day today!!!.. hahaha.. i shoo hyper right now, i dunno what i ate.. harhar., anyway, i guess i'll uodate sometime later.. and please link Reejane.. she started her blog a while ago helped by yours trully.. hahaha.. Reejane.. thnak you!!

~::::~ growing up, missing things blah blah..~::::~

2005-06-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. and to think that last summer i sulked about having to update my blog everyday.. but now i totally miss it.. thew first two weeks at school has been a total battle field.. all the quizzes and assignments are all lined up and i haven't had enough time to socialize.. literally.. well except for my group.. they have been totally supportive this past week and i hope this could continue.. haha.. XD. and now i get sentimental.. damn hormones!!! XD.. i suddenly find myself getting sentimental these days, i constantly stare at the ceiling in my room thinking about the future and what might happen, and to top it all off, i was listening to vitamin C's graduation song.. and it totally got to me.. and to think we spend the days in highschool saying it would be shoooo boring but when the time comes that we have our own lives, we'll look back to these days as something special.. and it kinda hurts if you think about it.. just a few more years and we'll be going seperate ways, and there will be little connection between us.. don't get me wrong, maybe we could figure somethings out.. but how far are we willing to sacrifice for that kind of content in happiness?.. XD, i won't say i won't try or anything.. but it's true.. dinstance's kill relationships, i live by experience. ^^; i just couldn't see myself as a 35-39 year old professional lawyer with kids. i don't think that's the kind of life for me. and i was suddenly reminded of the disney movie "the kid"., it was a very cool movie because, it's kind of based on reality.. "no one turns up quite what they expect to be" and that's pretty much true.. i really don't know what would make of me or how will i turn up to be.. but it's hard trying to make way for things or waiting for them to happen.

~::::~movies, school and some more movies~::::~

2005-06-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

awww.. i didn't get to update my blog yesterday so i'm gonna make up for it now..

well, yesterday me and my dad had our so-called dates.. we watched the house of wax.. which was really creepy btw..XD.. haha.. i can't believe that Jared became wax!!!.. and i had a really huge crush on him.. but anyway, that's not the point.. i still have a crush on him anyway.. then we ate something at starbucks then i ushered him to go window shopping with me..!!XD.. haha.. anyway, we got to look at the price of sony psp which was about 16,000 with no games, so we figured that we'll just by the 15 thou. with three games already in it.. it is a pretty good bargain btw..^__^.. i think we'll be buying it after a few months.. but i guess it's worth the wait anyway.. haha..

well, that was yesterday..

today was a not-so-good day for me.. coz' i wore my tight p.e. t-shirt.. so i decided to exchange with Jaira.. haha.. thank you Jaii!!.. i love u for that!!..haha ^^;!!.. but everything was fine after that, total comedy ensued the whole day, with one of our classmates making pasabog.. kilala na nina Reejane un dba?... mwahaha.. *gudo cough ahemmm!* then i borrowed the kingdom of heaven from Jersey, i was surprised that he lended it to me though.. haha.. he's been pretty nice lately.. *wag kau maingay kay Jers ha?.. baka mag-feeling un!!" haha.. and then me and mochii singed so many songs today as well, haha.. and what else?.. hmmm.. i just learned that one of my seat mate owns one of the hang ten and natasha branches here in pampanga.. haha.. maybe i should ask him for a discount tomorrow??.. haha.. XD!!

~::::~shooo bored XD ~::::~

2005-06-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

i'm shoo totally bored out of my wits in here, it's about 1 am and i couldn't sleep..good thing there aren't any classes tomorrow..XD

anyway, Jaira came here a while ago and then we went online for about three hours, listening to music, updating blogs and stuff like that.. @_@ and afer a while, we went back to my house and started partiying.. well sort of.. XD

well, it was more like a slumber party minus the slumber.. we went all nuts and stuff.. we experimented with make-ups (that was an experience for me, since i don't wear make up, except on special occasions though,) XD.. and then pretended to have photoshoots which turned horribly wrong btw.. XD.. there was one pic that made me look like i arose from the grave, haha.. XD and then one with Jaira looking like teacher Jovee and another with me looking like hen-lin.. mwahahaha..

anyway, soon after that.. we went reminiscing in some photo albums and stuff, before we knew it it was already 10 pm so we decided to call it a night. and now here i am with nothing to do.. suggestions anyyone???

~::::~ school, movies and then some.~:::~

2005-06-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since i've updated my blog.

it's been only a week of school and i'm already full with work and stuff.. well, not literally.. XD

anyway, school started pretty much good, the new classmates are pretty interesting and well, the barkada's still tight as usual, as if there hasn't been any 2-month gaps between us.

the second day on school was pretty interesting. well, because i got to go to the mall legally. (finally, after soo many years of waiting for them to make me go with their consent.) and we got to watch the ametyville horror, which turned out to be pretty much of a comedy for us coz'everytime a horror scen comes out, we just end up laughing, or i just end up laughing actually. XD

anyway on the third day of school, which happens to be wednesday and also nikki's birhtday, we got to go to her house and celebrate!!!.. it was really fun, and we stayed there until 8 pm laughing and jumping all around.. haha XD

and then comes thursday, we all got to meet all of the teachers and started getting assignments already.. i guess i t will come sooner or later. anyway

my dad and i got to watch Mr and Mrs Smith on friday. and it was soo cool and pretty funny. XD i always laughed at some particular scenes. the've done a very good job in the movie. Khat napanood mo na ba un?..
anyway.. jaira started her blog yesterday so link her okay?.. hahaha.

well and now, i'm here chatting with some of my friends and then not expecting anything interesting to happen.. maybe i should just call jaira to come over and watch DVD's or something.. haha..

~::::~ missing you already! ~::::~

2005-06-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

sigh...@__@ i already miss my new found friends from Korea. even though i assumed that i wouldn't have soo much fun together with them, again i was wrong. XD

the past three days have been totally memorable not just for me but also for the other guys as well. ^_^

their first day here was pretty funny. well, i thought that day was going to be a bad one coz i ended up wearing a rather small girl scout outfit, which i apparently can't move from; i ended up geting late and i can't help but move around alot because of the un-easyness of the whole outfit and it was raining!. i know im a rain person, but that day was different. so when i wen't to the capitol, i was glad to see familiar faces after two months of not seeing each other. i was surprised to see Grachelle, Cha2, Albert, Nikki and Shiela there.. that only proves that i've missed them soo much! XD.. after that we've talked for the past two hours on what's going on and blah blah blah.. ^__^

then we got started, the program started about 6 o'clock and then i saw the girls come in one by one, accompanied by their superiors. haha. of course i was a little intimidated at first, but when they proceeded to give us gifts, i got to talk to some of them and realized that they we're also friendly.

after the ceremony chuvaness, the council decided on who will stay with who, and i got pared up with two Korean girls namely: Shin Jeong Gyeong and Kim Ji Hyeon. Kim and Shin for short.. hahaha, the only problem was, they only know a little bit of engrish.. XD haha.. take note of the "R". and then they let us talk for a while. they we're shy at first so i decided to liven up the mood a little bit, i started asking what they're names were, although it was hard to pronounce at first, i suddenly got the hang of it after a day or so. what's their favorite food, which i found out is bulgogi, a sort of beef steak in korean.and then i got to talk to other girl scouts when dinner came up. we started asking about FULL HOUSE, which one of them sings the opening song with perfect rythym by the way, XD..hahaha. and all the other Korean novellas that we have here in the philippines. and then when we started asking F4 to some other girls, they started screaming, "Ah Si, Ah si!" and then started talking in korean about meteor garden..hahaha. XD, they didn't eat much at dinner partly because they can't handle the food here, so when we got home, we let them freshen up a bit and then we proceeded to SM to let them eat japanese food, which they totally enjoyed.

after that, Kim and Shin taught me and my cousin who was staying here to play Yut Noli, which is a very fun game, by using large sticks with the pictures of monkeys in it and by using a medium sized board game that you get from a calendar in Korea. there are words there like to,ge, kur, yuu, moo which i think are korean numbers, i never got the chance to ask. we played three sets of yut noli and then slept at about 12 am. and by the way, they brought us soo many gifts, necklaces, pouches, glasses, cellphone holders etc. and then we got to see their phone cards which costs about 3,000 won each and with the picture of Paolo in memories of bali!!.. waaa!!.. hahaha,,^__^

the second day was more interesting. well, partly because Kim and Shin woke up about 6 am because they thought that the time here and the time in Korea was the same, they didn't know that they we're one hour apart. so they thought that it was already 7 instead of 6. so we got up early and had breakfast and bought ice cream first at mc donald's then proceeded to the council. ^__^

when we got to the council, they started gossiping about their first night here in korean. hahaha.. darn! XD. and then when we started the program, they wore their traditional costumes which i really loved by the way.. sobrang ganda talaga!.. and very colorful and creative.. and they started dancing "Ahrirang" a traditional korean dance XD. anyway, then Charisse and the others also danced and then Kim one of the people staying with us, demonstrated the korean fan dance. which is verrrryyy impressive! ^__^. and then when it was luch time, our group together with some of the koreans decided to play "Nanay/Tatay" hahaha.. it was very fun!!.. coz' you get to play it with other's who don't know our culture. it was soo fun!!.. and then we learned korean songs and how to paper fold, some sorta of a kinda origami. then that's when we got close to Sang-A she's this very bubbly person and knows how to speak english, well, sort of. but still slang. she would ride with our jokes, and give us gifts and teach us how to speak or read in korean. we even got her to translate the korean alphabet so we could somehow use it when we're at school. sana..XD!

and then when we went home at night, we got Shin and Kim to stroll around at SM, we played at Tom's world, which i admit, i suck playing basketball. but i like to try. and then we rode the bump cars and then we brought them teddy bears and a couple of t-shirts. and then strolled around, until SM was finally closed.

and then when we got home, we played another three rounds of Yut Noli, which we really enjoyed.

and then this day, i could still remeber all of us saying good bye, which was very sad. but i admit, i'm like starting to sound like a korean now, my "R" is already slanged and then i would always use the word "fighting" which Kim contributed by the way and "Owwwwww!" another contibution of Kim..haha,XD and have some english words slanged sometimes.

well, we went to the capitol again this morning and we decided to ride a kalesa! which they practically enjoyed!!.. hahah!.. they we're soo cute when they rode it, and i took some of our pictures. when we got there kanina, we gave them some more gifts, courtesy of island souveneirs. and then, the whole day, we played ton's of korean games and filipino games as well as they taught us how to make kimchi and pulvoron! then, when that was finished there was a closing ceremony, in which we started putting putong, and they demonstrated how to serve tea and etc etc. then we ate dinner and talked some more.

then the hard part. XD

it was really sad for us to say goodbye. it kinda sucks to see them leaving after a whole new frienship was built in only three days. they weren't afraid to open up to us and at the same time, even though they don't know how to speak english, they still tried. especially Sang-A and Kim and the others as well. our goodbyes were so full of hugs and kisses and of course "meron pang-kaek-ekan na sasama kami sa korea sakanila." hahaha..XD anyway. i gave gifts to those who also had a special moment in my life. they were sooo fun to be with, and i was glad that i joined the summer with them. my life has now had a lot of meaning. anyway, the really touch-feeling part was when Sang-A started to cry. that made us all hug and cry and say that we'll see each other soon. and i was really sad to see them go while saying goodbyes. but of course, we'll be seeing each other again soon coz' next April or May 2006. Hello Korea!!!..mwahahaha!..XD but i really learned a lot from them, they we're really sweet especially Kim and Sang-A and Jun and the others, they wren't afraid to show their feelings. and then before they left we played the last two rounds of nanay tatay for them to remember us by.awwww! XD! i hope i see them pretty soon coz i'm missing them already, their kindness, how they say thank you or goodmorning. it will always remain a part of my life even though it was only a mere chapter that will be put on hiatus. haayy.. i'm already starting to cry again. i hope that this chapter of my life will be reopened once more. and i can't wait for that to happen.

~::::~ do fairy tales come true?~::::~

2005-05-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

do fairy tales come true?.. that's what i always think of. i always read the stories from fictionpress.com and ever wonder if maybe just maybe some of them might come true for me. every story that i read always include happy endings (obviously@__@). some being in love with their best friends, some once enemies become the best of lovers and even some of them thought that their once love was over was suddenly coming back to them. i know it sounds pretty cliche. but hey! that's what you expect for a hopless romantic right? ^__^ i always ask myself after finishing a story if someday that could happen to me. i mean i'm still partly a kid. but something inside of me wishes that i was one of the characters on the story that i've always read.

let's face the facts. here in the philippines people tend to get into relationships to raise their image, boost their ego or be popular. that's the only reason i could think of. but not all of the relationships are like that. (i agree..^__^) but if you could ask yourself out of maybe let's say 200 million people in the philippines, how many of them find their true love?...

Well i have this theory.. i know this may also sound cliche to you. but hey, it's my blog right?.. anyway, the theory is: that you were born to find your one special soul mate. how could i prove this you ask?.

well.. there are many flaws in this theory (great! im dis-agreeing with my own theory! kidding..) well because some people never get married or some file divorce or some even kill each other literally because they thought they we're in love. well in my point. i never said that it only takes one lifetime to find the one person you're truly gonna be with. what if it's in the next life time or in another 20 life times or so until you find "the one". we really could never tell. ^__^ (talk about hard^__^)

I mean all the stuff they compare to about love being birds, chocolate, candy are all correct. because if we think about it, why do we compare Love to them?.. because we love them right?.. we just make them a little bit deeper in meaning..^__^

nothin' special

2005-05-24T22:57:00.000-07:00

hayyy.. it's about 1pm today..
uber init nman dito.. kaya maswerte ung sfelapco samin..haha.. almost 24/7 ung air-con sa bahay dahil lng sakin.. tpos pti ung computer, tv, whaddelse?.. ung PC.. haayy.. pasalamat pa ung sfelapco.. haha,, @__@.. im soo.. excited today.. kxe baka this week na ako makakabili ng PSP!..(omgggg!!^__^) haha.. bibili din ako ng malaking memory card para dun ko na lhat i-store ung mp3's, pictures and videos ko.. hahaha..^__^ anyway.. gusto ko rin ung nintendo DS.. dahil may ma-ala chatroom un.. tpos may parang may doodle-board un.. eh mahilig pa nman ako dun.. suggestions anyone?.. haha.. ahh.. basta top choice ko pa rin ung PSP..

nanood ako ngaun nung Fushigi Yuugi OVA.. gusto ko kxe ung story line nun.. about true love surpassing everything.. sounds cliche no?.. pero i want to experience that same thing.. except getting sucked in another world by a book.. pero i can accept change..*devil grin* ^__^.. ang sarap ng feeling na may nagmamahal sau like there's no tomorrow..when can i ever experienced that?.. eh ngaun, wla ako magawa.. kaya ng-type nlang ako dto.. ano kaya ginagawa nina Katrina ngaun?.. oh well.. dpat later din mag-type pa ko.. haha.. wala lng..(in-short wla nko ma-say!)LOL..

~* haha, wala lang *~

2005-05-24T20:54:00.000-07:00

this seems like an interesting day today..

personally, coz' i get to go to school for this day for an unwanted reason..XD.. kidding..

well i had to go to school to get oriented about the exchange chuvaness program of some girl scouts from Korea that will be keeping me busy for the rest of my summer days.. talk about bummer..@__@ LOL.. well it's not that kind of interesting (it's not my reason they had to stay here for 2 nights..XD,haayy...) it's not that i don't like them to stay here, but them being here means that my whole summer will be planned out.. and i don't like my day's being planned out by anybody else..i just like things to pop out.. if we wan't to go, we could.. but them being here means that whatever idea that i'll have until june 4th will be declined.. T_T.. but i'm not gonna be plastic.. i'd be happy to show them around but nooo..@__@ the school had to plan out every single day that will be spent for 3 days.. XD.. but hey.. at least if there's ever an opportunity by the month of August.. i could go there as an exchage par-se student for i don't know many days..(yehey!..^__^)

and after that we went to the market to do window shopping for ukay-ukays or anything that can be considered a cheap thrill addiction..hahaha.. after i guess 1 hour of looking into stuffs and stuffs and stuffs......
well i finally found a DVD shop(pirated of course..haha..^__^) full of anime shows/movies etc.. after looking for oh-so many DVD's in there i decided to buy a Fushigi yuugi OVA 2-part series, Ah my Goddess the movie (which i don't get the ending by the way..XD!) and the OVA of Love Hina..(this one's sooo.. cute!! and soo funny!!..) but the endings kind-of bitin.. (darn!XD) well i would've expected an intimate bond between Keitaro and Naru by then but noo..XD.. i guess there's still a sequell to that... i'd sure be looking forward to it..haha.. guess i'll buy a couple more by tomorrow.. it's only 100 per DVD anyway.. a lot more cheap than the one's in green hills.. which cost about 250 pesos per case.. and the great thing about that shop was i could ask them to burn me a couple of episodes fro the same price with many episodes that i like..(omggg..isn't it great!? ^___^) and then we wen't to 7/11 for a while to buy jumbo sized slurpees!!..i missed those slurpees a lot!.. i didn't get to drink these for sometime now..haha.. (the things i do for slurpees..^_^)

well after that we went back to our house.. about 12nn and then i get to eat my breakfast..haha, pizza.. (yummmm!!..^_^).. and then i plodded my dvd player with all the dvd's that i bought and went on for hours.. and hours.. and hourss... hahaha.. i just finished right now..haha

and then my mom called to tell me that my dad is coming back from Europe already.. 10 months have passed since then..haha..and anyway, were gonna go pick him up tomorrow and then go shopping!!!.. watch out green hills! hahaha..LOL (^__^).. and then i get to see my cousins again!!... i've really missed them coz' i haven't seen them for about a year now.. i missed their lambings, their huggs, our hirits together.. i just miss them.. awww.. the things i say for love..^__^.. well i really do.. coz' here in pampanga my cousins and i are all girls and i only have one cousin here who's a boy.. but he's still little to cuddle up with.. but my cousins in manila are about just the same as my age and older, older.. older... hahaha..(^__^) and they care for me as much as i care for them.. so it's like a lovey dovey realtionship.. only with family.. haha..LOL..

~::::~change~::~::~

2005-05-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

i suddenly realized that change is the best part in one's life.. it teaches you how to cope with certain circumstances even though it's hard, you have to cope to survive the game called life..

a death of a loved one, a sudden break up, it's all hard.. but there's a reason for everything.. i know this sound's cliche.. but hey! as i said you have to cope.. it's no use sulking in things that you know you couldn't change or not doing anything to make it happen..it just sucks..@__@..but if you ask me.. life would be easier if everyone has a sense of humour.. if they find funny things in every situation.. even serious ones.. yeah!.. because if we think about it.. wouldn't it be easier if we smile when we break something or laugh when we fall down.. or even be hilarious when we get our heart broken..(i know i'm sounding stupid..xD) but look.. if we laugh then no one worries about us, no one's gonna be sad for us, no one will be afraid to show who they are if they know that they wouldn't be judged for what they are but what they can do..it's really funny if you think about past mistakes and cry about them.. i know we can't help it.. it's not like what i said is really gonna happen right?.. but still..haha.. well.. i'm sure about this one.. change is for the best.. i know it..

~::::~it's a miracle!!~::::~

2005-05-21T22:17:00.000-07:00

whoah..it's a miracle for me..haha..

for the first time in two months i woke up at 8 in the morning for no reason at all..haha.. i know.. mababa lang ang kaligayahan ko..haha..obvious ba?..

hayyy..how i wish i wasn't here right now.. maybe in bora embracing the beach,the sun and the sea.. it kinda sucks when your here in one place doing nothing but update your blog(mind you..)like you have no life at all!!..urghh!!..@_@

i kinda miss school,(for now anyways..) i mean, i dunno what's instore for me there.. well it was fun having two sections for the past few years..but now i feel that the school population is growing(which im sure it is..XD) and it's time to face change..

~::::~ do's and dont's this school year~::::~

2005-05-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

i'd figure i'd do a list of what to do and not what to do this school year, wow.. 3rd year, finally one more year and im gonna be in college!!.. wow,, can't believe it!!.. i'd better start..

~* Do's *~

*Be yourself*

*Consider dieting and eating at the same time*

*Try out for the dance troupe again* haha..ü

*Be friendly with the newcomers*

*Try to let some of them join our group*

*Extremely focus on my studies*

*Join almost all extra-curricular activities that's instore..*

*Have a fun time while doing all of these*

*Make math seem more interesting* (even if it isn't)haha..ü

*Be carefree*

*Less playing ragnarok and YM* (awww!!..just leave YM please?) (nope)..haha..ü

~* Dont's *~

*Don't criticize*

*Never fall inlove with someone that you know will never love you back*

*Do not tend to get close with any boy you see*(this one's funny..haha)ü

*Don't force myself doing anything that i would seem to regret*

now that's it,, i just hope that i could do all of this and avoid all of that this school year..haha..ü wish me luck..

~::::~guy friends? or not likely~::::~

2005-05-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

i have tons of girl friends that i know i could trust, but why do i still find myself wanting more?.. i mean i know birds of the same feather fly together but i didn't think that, the quote itself was really true, i mean some guy friends, from my experience some guys couldn't be trusted or yet remain true to the friendship commitment we'd had, i'm not saying all the guys out there but from about 5 million people here in the philippines why'd i get stuck with the people who have got no commitment even over friendship, i mean marriage is one thing, but friendship is also another, i mean it's not like he's gonna marry me for being his friend is it?.. sooo many friends out there waiting for me but i'm still the one who is staring at the phone for him to call. am i really that stupid for hanging on to our friendship for soo long?.. i mean he doesn't even ask or even text me just to question how'd i been doing?.. i know i seek for attention but i "SEEK" his attention, i don't know why, i guess it's the fact that we've been friends since we we're little and now he dumps me for some of the guys who share his common interest, i mean just a few months ago he's been sharing them all from me and now.. "Nothing" complete "Nothing" it just hurts for me just not talking to him anymore, i really thought that our friendship would last, but i guess i was wrong, soo wrong.. but i know one thing's for sure.. that i'm gonna hang-on with the commitment of our friendship no matter how long.. even in my own little way.. because i know for a fact that i care for hima nd i've loved him.

~::::~wonders~::::~

2005-04-13T05:02:00.000-07:00

i always wonder about something when i drift in to day dreaming..so many "what if's" are filling up my mind everytime i do so.. like what if the sky was never really blue or what if clouds are like cotton candy? hehehe..or what if i was this or that..would "HE" like me for that?..or..why does love need to have a lot of sacrifices.. i really don't get it..well i do..but i only get it when the time it was needed to be remembered was over..(sigh) and about love.. it's really hard to love a person when he/she only thinks that your just friends..it's like what to do? "to give up" or "to hold on" what if you gave up and he/she also has feelings for you and was afraid to show it..what if to hold on?..what if you were the only one who was holding on?..wouldn't it be a waste if you just holded on for nothing?..well you could just say that love is like that but still.. there's no better solution for everything.. it always has to have sacrifices.. and when it comes to love the "friends" word really hurts.. but if the love wasn't that deep to have friends then it's good.. some parents in my case think that relationships would ruin me.. although I myself wouldn't like to have a boyfriend now, it still hurts that they don't trust me.. i mean, we communicate alright, but when it comes to that i feel awkward about telling them something like that coz' im afraid that they'll just lecture me about having relationships and the trust they gave me will be lessen coz' they'll think that "how could she know things like this or that".. it's like they don't trust the world when it comes to love.. i know they only want the best from me but still.. even though i know that i will not have a boyfriend until i have a job(most likely)... it won't hurt if they gave me the amount of trust they give to each other right?..it's like they'll only trust me when im old enough to join in their conversations..which i know will take a very long time..harhar..^ ^

~::::~about me~::::~

2005-04-13T04:35:00.000-07:00

bet you wonder why the about me stuff had to be 2nd huh?..well coz' i really wanted to share the problems stuff first..(sigh)..ü

about me..

Name:Patricia Alexis Kho Andrade
Age:14(for now anyways..)

~::*::~Stuffs,Stuffs,Stuffs~::*::~

My Japanese name would be Hamanao Kumiko
I live in a province where lanterns are everywhere and internet cafe's are a must..
im very open-minded to people i get close to..
i consider all the people whom i've come to be friends with sometime as my bestfriend..
i love oriental food..(yumm!!..)
im a sucker for anime,dogs and pretty much everything..
i tend to be kalog when i know the person well..
i always remind myself to think positive in life but i only remember it when the event was over and start regretting it then..harhar
i love God and my family above anythin else.
i don't get my family sometimes..one time thay say that you're already old enough for this blah blah blah..then when it comes to boys or boyfriends and stuff like that they tend to over react and they start saying that im too young for that stuff yet..(sigh)
i don't like people who step on other people so they could get the attention they want..
i think that the internet is the only soultuion to your assignments..harhar..ü
i love reading!..books to fanfictions..i love it..!

~::::~problems,problems.problems~::::~

2005-04-07T15:10:00.000-07:00

finally!..i get to post something here for the first time after making my blog..lol..

well the thing is this..i really can't figure out myself sometimes..i know this is a common problem but still i can't fix it..i mean one time you are talking to someone with a big smile on your face then the next time just because you saw him/her taliking to someone you get a green-monster-jealousy-feeling.. i can't controll it especially when that someone is one of my closest friend/s..well i guess it's not a common problem with my girlfriends i guess just with my guy pals..i can't believe that im getting that jealousy feeling sometimes..argh!..

and what's the thing with some boy's?..one time they're really that close-open minded-person then the next they just avoid you without any reason?..i don't get it.. they say they're your best friend but then they start to avoid you the next time you talk?..i mean isn't that just pathetic?..only a few of them realize what girls are feeling when they do that to them..duh?!..well i guess some boys are really just boys huh?..

sugar spice and everything nice

It's Been So Long.

Soo an ordinary day

survey..

Tagaytay moments

Assumption's foundation day

Friday the thirteenth

There's no right one when the real one comes along

I missed blogging!!

Family day!!

survey lang...

whewness!

I missss YOU!!!

half-days rule!

Blogging!

Confused

Fontana!!

Drama!

Magazine Addict

Firday doesn't seem so comforting

Material Girl

Go Figure

Foundation Week(Student's Night)

*survey*

Update madness!!

More quizzes!!..^-^

Long time no blog!

Angels and Demons

My warning sign

Me? Ninang? hehe

Quizzes

Bunso

Tough week

saturday night *whewness*

sigh

monday?.. *whew*

~::*::~sunday evening..~::*::~

~::*::~puff!!~::*::~

~::*::~untitled~::*::~

~::*::~layout madness!~::*::~

~::*::~thank God its Staurday!!~::*::~

~::*::~@_@ uber dizziness..~::*::~

~::*::~clueless..~::*::~

~::*::~wednesday fever~::*::~

~::*::~ i said i wouldn't cry, but i did~::*::~

~::*::~tiring day/s..~::*::~

~::*::~one of the good days..~::*::~

~::*::~ growing up, missing things blah blah..~::*::~

~::*::~movies, school and some more movies~::*::~

~::*::~shooo bored XD ~::*::~

~::*::~ school, movies and then some.~::*:~

~::*::~ missing you already! ~::*::~

~::*::~ do fairy tales come true?~::*::~